Yeah today sucked. Today we got our reports, and it showed that in all 3 of my subjects I have an attendance of below 50%. After not going to a media lesson yesterday, I saw my teacher today, he asked where I was an I said I was ill, so he asked if I was going to his lesson at last period, of course I said yeah. Well the day went on, and then I got the horrible news that one of my best friends just got his slip to say he could leave school, he's now leaving this friday. So yet another good friend leaves, and then theres all the people who have already left, not so many people here now. So today sucked, I knew I was in the ****, but then it got worse, for some reason I just couldnt go to media last period. I just really didnt wanna go, so I walked home. Then my dad called, he said that my mum couldnt get through to call the house, but she told my dad that the school had called about not just me, but my brother as well, apparently he had a fight in a lesson or arguement or something, and they told my mum that I didnt hand in my media homework and that I didnt turn up to the lesson, this was then built up when they told her that out of 13 media lessons I only turned up to 4. So then they checked my attendance and realised it wasnt just media. So yeah, im screwed. My mum is major pissed off, getting 2 calls from school in the space of 20 mins, and all this stuff thats happening. So I gotta go in school tomorrow with my mum at 8:30am, its a meeting with the teachers and the head of 6th Form and the head of school. Its gunna suck, but I already know im gone, they said so themselves, theres a 99% chance im gone, but it isnt 100% official that im gone, simply because the head didnt say so. And thats why its such a small chance of me staying, the head hates me, for all the stuff Ive done, all the fights Ive had, smashing that kids head through the window, shutting down the school's servers, jumping out a window, not going lessons, egging shops, having fights down the rec etc. So I dont think I stand a chance.

So then, its lucky I took an interest in the army a couple of months ago, Ive been going down to the local centre in MK, just asking about the stuff I could do, what I need etc. and Ive decided that I wanna join the army, Im joining as a regular infantry soldier where you learn the basics, and then go onto one of the many things you can do, driver, motarman, paratrooper, combat medic etc. and I wanna go for Sniper, when I think about it, its exciting (to me anyway), I know it'll be hard work and everything, but for what you get to do its worth it. So Im going to 'sign-up' this weekend.

If I can stay in school until June/July, or whenever the years over, then that would be great, as it gives me something to do and I get to see my mates, maybe pick up some AS-levels too:P If I do go then well it sucks, I'll be bored as hell, and I feel sorry for my friends who are stuck in the damn place. Also, some of you might see that im not too active at the moment, Im sorry about that, should be back to normal soon, just a few problems with a girl I gotta sort out, and its kinda important etc. Like I said, back to normal soon though:)

On a sidenote, went to see Cloverfield last friday, gotta say, it was good, actually, it was awesome, definately worth going to see:)