my uncle and aunt started using drugs like a year ago. but now it's getting worst. they have children, most of them practically deserted them becuz of how they were acting. except for my cousin alexis. alexis is a great kid, me and him bonded the most out of all of them. i remember playing with his toys and action figures and playing games together. So he is like another lil brother to me. just a few months ago, i lost all connections to him. and i knew about some of the problems he's been going through with his family. i just got into contact with him not too long ago becuz my cousin fransisco got xbox live and had alexis come over to his house. it was great seeing hearing from him again. but today, my dad called fransisco so he could find out what's going on with my uncle and aunt. the news wasn't good. he said that he saw alexis tearing up when he look through some of his games and said "I used to have that" my uncle and aunt would usually take all the presents that he got from birthdays and christmases and sold them so they can buy some drugs. he basically has nothing to do anymore. he can't go outside becuz he leaves in the real ghetto. he can't come to our house anymore becuz they sold their car so they can buy drugs...it's just bull s***. fransisco went to their house and he saw how everything was. the place was a mess. it stank really bad, it was trashy, even their dog had 2 broken legs!!!! and they talked about alexis living with us or fransisco, but they wont give him up. not becuz they love him. but becuz they want him for money!!!! (they're on welfare) they make me f***ing sick becuz they areso f***ing pathetic. when i heard this news about what was going on with him, i almost cried. right now he's visiting fransisco. and he invited us to come over on monday or tuesday. I hope alexis can stay at his house for that long becuz i want to buy him a gift. i can't really buy him a system becuz i dont have the money and they'll sell it away any way, and there is no point to buy him any games since he doesn't have a system, so i'm gonna buy him some new shoes. me and him are basically in to the same things and he's into shoes also but he had the same pair of chucks for like 2 years now. it's time he updates. i have a message to all those who tell ppl that they should try drugs....F*** YOU!!! it's ppl like you that got my uncle and aunt into this s***. drugs are bull s*** i don't give a f*** what you say it does screw you up. all you guys spread are f***ing lies so stfu about that s***

i just got suspended again, for posting the following:
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WTF?! i was just laughing at some joke some1 made and i get suspended for "disruptiion" c'mon, the wierd thing is, i was flaming some and by passing the censors...IN THE SAME F***ING TOPIC!!!! i could've understood why i was suspended for that but a f***ing smiley? mods are p***ies, idk everyone sucks up to them. most of them aren't even funny, they're just stupid.

My summer vacation started last week wednest day, and so far it pretty much sux ass. I wish I was back in school with leprecious....some of you have read the topic called "why do good things always happen last minute?" and I made a post about what happened to me and her on the last day of school in the Final Fantasy Experience Union, btw join the union it's bad ass d(^~^d). I need to find out where she is so I can ask her out. I know she lives down the corner from the school, but I don't know wich house exactly, maybe I should hang around that area a lil more, theres a basket ball court by there and i'll just play basket ball there once in a while. I also need to gain 20-50 pounds, and with my eating diet, thats gonna be hard. I need to weight becuz i'm gonna start working out and i need to build some muscle. I'm a skinny buy, so this is gonna be hard. I'm working to so I can impress ladies more and so I can be buff enough to start training for MMA (Mix Martial Arts). I have dreams of becoming a UFC champion one day. I know i'll make my family proud of me. Especially my dad and uncle. They'll be really proud of me.