I know it probably sounds crazy and all but I believed (for as long as I can remember) that Chi energy (like in DBZ) was possible, but now I'm sure.  I don't really know how, but I really actually feel "something" inside of me... If I focus, I can feel it distort.  And with all the evidence I've found, I 100% believe it now... AND all of it's concequences..

All of us (in the western part of the world) lead normal lives (most of us) making normal livings doing normal things.  So all we need and use are "normal" human capabilities (advanced thinking, emotion, athleticism, etc.). 

While still, in the east(Japan area and such) - many are closer to attaining "it" or, believe it or not, have already attained it.  Their history is based a lot on martial arts.  It was as if it were sacred (you know, temples, monks, etc.).  So while we were busy becoming a country and shooting each other, they've been harnessing and practicing. 

The key to this "power" is almost unexplainable.  It has to do with understanding everything (I mean EVERYTHING) and knowing exactly how to do what.  Such as controlling your emotions along with understanding it, harnessing it, and using it to your benefit.

You still think I'm f***** up, well, here's a few links that may change your mind, or at least enlighten you a bit:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=77nD5xmL0kU

http://www.theinnerchi.com/gpage2.html

still not sure, just look my friend, google it, look terms up in Wikipedia, whatever - it's there.

Continuing on, I was inspired by DBZ.  I don't know why, but for some reason, even when I was little, I believed it was all possible.  The thing is though, wherever the world's most skilled martial artist trained in usuing chi energy, there's basically no way they could ever surpass the lineage (power) of mid-Dragon Ball.  Think about it, The reason people on DBZ are so strong is A.) their whole freaken life is fighting, training, etc. 24/7, and hell, they have connections (Dr. Breifs: 100x gravity- and on space ship that can fly to distant planets). and B.)some are "Saiyans" that are born to fight and are basically better than humans could ever get.

So, back to the real world.  Having these amazing powers would be awesome right, hell yah! But there are things that you need to know, but we can't know because our lives isn't about this stuff; it's about making it through the real world, OUR real world, of making money through jobs, obeying the government, etc. This is what holds every one of us back, both physically and mentally...

I can briefly explain this chi:  Supposedly, it is the word "life" for Chinese (or related to life). If you could harness this energy, it could be used for "healing" and (physical)"enhancing."  But we really don't need to know that, because we will probably never be able to even understand how to understand how to understand chi. 

Like I said, a vital step is understanding your emotions.  Though I'm not entirely sure how this works, I'm sure the idea is here somewhere.  I guess (in my words) you use your emotions to channel your chi and direct it in the certain way you want to use it. Hell, that's only my words, if you want a direct explanation, go to China or Japan and find a person in a temple that's done it their whole life.

Though, like I said, our world is blocking us from that world.  This gives us a very unlikely chance to ever have anything to do with this chi stuff.  Another fact of the matter is, this whole entire deal is a LIFE-LONG ordeal/journey.  It almost has to become your life, to maintain it, get better, let alone learn it.  "Why does this have to be a life-long journey?" you ask... good question, very good.  Believe it or not, IF you get involved in all of this, it could also mean life or death if you don't do it right.  Yes, that's right.  So it's not just trying to learn how to do it or enhancing your skills, it's much more.  Maintaining EVERYTHING you could posssibly think of that has to do with YOU.  If by any chance you learned how to harness your inner chi, if you used it wrong, or messed up just a little, you could kill yourself.  Remember, this is energy IN the body, if it is directed wrong, you could do someting, like collapse a lung (supposedly) or something like that. 

The deal with "chi" is every bit as equal with mental stabilaty as it is (if not WAY MORE) with physical stability.  That is probably why we suck.  It's our society.  We try to blend in to fit in with our society; completely blinding and locking away the pure emotions that the chi uses. While we focus on socializing, learning, and experiencing that whole entire time, (most of us) leave out "internal learning - the mind" -meditating (and yoga?) (god that's confusing, but that's the way it looks). Hell right now, tell me: Who knows how to meditate? Hm? anyone?  I don't.  That's just one simple lesson in the chi unit.  But we-simply-dont-have-time, with the way life is here.  THAT IS THE WHOLE FRICKEN PROBLEM.  We don't have our lives to dedicate to chi.  We have our lives here.  We can't leave them, it's one or the other... which sucks... 

Well Im pretty much done.  Some of you probably still think I'm messed up.  So be it then, you can waste your time ridiculing me while I still and always will believe.  It is there people.  We just have to find a way...