Blog 375.

So, today my spring break started. I had a half day today. I don't have to go back until April 20, which is good and bad. After that it speeds by and graduation is right around the corner. But, April 20 is also the return of One Tree Hill, and these episodes look good.

My father will not be living with me much longer, thankfully. My mother and my father aren't married, but my mother has been letting my father stay here rent-free for the past 14 years. She would even buy his dinner every night, which is pathetic. Anyway, he's been sneaking out every Saturday and my mother is suspicious he is buying other people lunch and stuff while he's living here rent-free, so she wants him to get out. He's been denying it, but he's doing something sneaky. So, they were arguing and whenever my sister from my mom's side comes, my father waits outside in the park. Even when my parents aren't arguing... And honestly, my father's going to be 73, who the hell wants him?! Today I told the ignorant bastard that I was off from school next week and he's like, "Tell your mother to leave you lunch money." I said, "Excuse me, you have a kid too!" Robert, my "father," said, "If she can support her daughter she can support you!" He was going on and on about how my mother buys things for my sister like he never does anything for my sister from his side. She doesn't support my sister, first of all. She gives her money when she needs it, and vice versa. So he was going on and saying how I stick up for the "ni-double G-ers" (my nieces and nephews are black) and not him... Obviously I'm not going to! He said he can't stand me or my mother, but I don't see him getting the hell out. But I'm tired of him. I want him out immediately and I mean it. I have enough $hit going on, and I'm not going to worry about his stupidity, arrogance, and ignorance. So, as far as I'm concerned, I was an Immaculate Conception, because I DO NOT have a father.

Today wasn't a bad day with Anthony though. I love him so much. At least I have him for the next four years, though. I just hope he's bi, because at this rate, I'll jump off a cliff.

Confirmation: 17 days.
Graduation: 59 days.
H2: 142 days.