:cool: Wow I haven't been on this site in a long time, lost my logins with a virus that caused me to loose them. Now I'm trying to get what I lost back, when my life is kind of us in arms. Life hasn't been all that good lately. Have gotten a lot farther in Final Fantasy XI even with it's updates and extras, I still barely know the game. Have a lv95 white magic user, and a lv92 Warrior, and my dragoon is lv78, I also have all but one of the 20 jobs lv30+. Still thinking of quiting the game since I have no friends to play the game with. Wouldn't mind playing GTA4 online but can't go gold on Xbox Live. Anyway posting here to renew where I was when I lost my Logins.

:cry: Not sure I'm going to be playing FFXI much longer, will all the new stuff since 2007 I can't get anywhere and the wiki pages expect you to know everyting about the game in the first place so are no real help at all. Bendaire on the ragnarock server has all 20 jobs, War90 Drg67 Whm62 Pld61 and Bst56 are about the only jobs I do like, but I have dnc52 sam50 mnk50 and the rest save 6 45+ smn38 sch32thelas 4 are20 or below drk brd cor and pup aren't much fun for me and a bit to much in cost while nin48 and rng49 didn't cost as much as ppl said, they were kind of boring to solo. Anyway I've got no real life friends, nore in game friends, seems no one wants to hang out wiht a strong silent type, Guess because I'm just good at what I try to do, if I do it, it makes ppl look bad, get a grip I'm not trying to be better than aynone else, never have, so guess I'll just live in loneliness being disabled with RA and an anxiety disorder.:twisted:

Well I've gotten to finally move out on my own, in my own apartment, with only myself to take care of, and I hope to be back online with Final fantacy XI. My Xbox 360 stopped reading disks again, so this time, I also got the game for the PC. It's a pain that you have to buy the newset version, to get the update to work even if you uninstall/reinstall it won't update so you can play the game. It's going to take me time to get settled into my new place, even after a month, I'm still having issues with my fibromyalgia, and anxiety disorder, but life goes on, and nothing's worth taking your life. By taking a day at a time, I'll get myself to relax, and learn to finally have a life again. I do have to many blogs, and no friends, so why do I continue with any of them.

Who knows, but I guess I don't really care lol 8)

8) Just chillin at the Ihop in Bullhead City, just across the river from Riverside Casino in Laughlin, Nevada. I like living in Arizona better, now I can be a turist in Las Vegas, which living there never gave. 30 years was enough. Haven't been gaming in a few weeks, my 360 seems to be having a hard time reading disks again, and I've just not gotten the courage to try again if it fails, I have to take it in, and I already have 1 dead 360 with 3 flashing red lights and a dead power supply. Can they merge drives without blanking 1.

:shock: don't think my blogs get read much anyway, have no close friends, and my other 3 Warebear blogs seem to much, http://ecpcgeek1.spaces.live.com/gammer tag blog, and it's other live e-mail and blog, http://nearlynine.spaces.live.com/ this space also links to match.com or at least nearly9aj is linked via e-mail. Then I'm at Yahooas topbear89123 or my aliase nearly9aj . Then I have here at Gamespot. I'm still trying to get places in Final Fantasy XI, but I did finish all story missions for GTA 4 in under 26 hours. I've been trying to play the lost & the damned, and still need Gay Tony stratagy guide. Haven't been playing much lately.

:roll: Well I'm getting more things back up, been a while since my last. My Xbox360 is back up. I'm not doing good or bad in my favorite game, But I'd like to get a few people to play Final Fantasy XI, I think it's cool, I'd love to Role Play, like I did when we were forced to use, books, paper, dice, and write down our own player character stats. Ben's Party Elite linshell, I hope to get people who would like to train in jobs, for different Notorious Monster Burning Circle battles. But as I've not actually recruited in game yet, I still haven't found the right time, or maz area for best to shout for new members.

8) Well I'm slowly getting my blogs going, maybe I have to many, but just started to get back into my xbox360, still can't get online to play Final Fanatacy XI, but need my car's ari fixed, then fin with doctors, then I can finally have time to kill on video games again.

8) Well The move went well, and I finally broke and got GTA4, cool game, but I'm kind of addicted to FFXI.

Final Fantasy has always been a fun game for me, yet only 3 of them have kept me playing. The first, can't remember half of what it did on the nintendo. I like FFVIII for the PC as much as I did the first one. But FFXI the massive multiplayer online roleplaying game or MMORPG. While it is an RPG, I don't find any real role players. Most of the time it's get jobs and take them up levels of experience and seem to have no desire to even know the story line of the game. Well enough said on that.

I'm not sure anyone reads this blog anyway >.

Two weeks now and I still can't move my trailer, the weather is making it hard to do it. Can't take a 34 foot fifth wheel over Hoover Damn in the rain, and wind will make it even harder. Anyway I've been playing Final Fantacy XI for a while now but have come to a point where I'm not all that interested in playing it much. Online games don't seem to hold my interest much, since I've found that there are far to many hateful kids not playing the games like the programmers made it. Well I hope I'll be able to get back into my gaming by the end of the year, but am not in any real hurry to play new games or try getting father into FFXI at this time. I doubt I'll get the new expansion pack for it either and may even cancel my Playonline account since I can't get any help in the game to do what I want. I'm not helping anyone in the game now since there are to many selfish and rude people playing online games these days.

Finally getting down to the business of upgrading my 1.7ghz computer system to the 3ghz. Got lost to do with upgrading and using my swap drive system so I can have three computers while only having one actual system. My Xbox crashed yesterday and I had to run and get a used one. IF YOU HAVE AN XBOX, DO NOT TRY TO OPEN IT. they wont fix it for you if you tamper with it.