I feel terrible. I didn't make region band and I know I could have done better. One person that I know did better than me and now she has power over me. There are no reasons for her to like me.

I put so much effort into my music only to be thwarted by the chromatic scale.

Have you ever performed so badly you wanted to kill yourself afterward? I feel that way after every algebra test. But after tonight, I fully understand the potency failed expectations.

I think I might try to duplicate the picture at the top on my own piano.