I've been all sorts of moody and lonely today, even though I have my cute tail-wagging doggy around, I'm back in Utah where most of my friends and family are, and I have fantastic online friends who are constant sources of delight, entertainment, and reflection...

It puzzled me, this loneliness. I couldn't figure it out. Why was I in such a funk? I visited my family today, and when that didn't help I started blaming it on all sorts of things. People not posting on the forums, crappy filler, being back home instead of in LA, hormones, not getting emails, the hot weather...and finally it hits me.

I've just enjoyed an almost week-long trip with my darling husband. We're best friends! We met at work and would literally spend almost 24 hours a day together when we dated. He's my very favorite person, ever. Of course I'm going through withdrawal, with him having to be back at work 9+ hours a day and me back at home, puttering around doing things like laundry and stalking people via the internet.

This sucks. There's no easy cure for this loneliness. It's either get used to it or become a computer programmer, and the latter option I'm not willing to try! I'll deal, I was just fine before the trip...but it's fascinating to know that my cute husband still has this magnetic effect on me. It makes me even more excited for him to come home at night!

Who would you rather not live without?