Hmm... i don't really know why but i like this half of being human. You know the 2 parts to every person, the good part and the bad part. I like the way it feels to be evil, convincing people to do things they would never think of doing, becoming an instagator, and the disregard for any other thing besides yous self. It fits perfectly for me, for 17 years everyone knows me as the good, quiet kid, well, i've been broken. I used to be caring, nice, and would help people expecting nothing from the people. Ha, what a joke. I even went to a christian school for 4 years, what was i thinking. Destroying things is so much more fun. I have an evil mind i can think up ways of destroying place in a matter of minutes. I was walking down the street and closed my eyes, i could see my neighborhood in flames, cars blown up, house on fire, and the sense of fear all around. I liked it. Believe me i tried church, they didn't want me there when i went they all looked over to me with faces of despise and eyes that make you feel like an outsider. Dammit my other half....