Lately i have just completly lost all faith in religion, so much crap i've had to deal with and i still get more crap piled onto it. Why doesn't God just give me a break once in awhile. I've had a breakdown and yelled for some help from him did it come no, did i change, yes. Not in the "good" way, i have given up on hope for the world to become better, i've watched as my loved ones crumble in front of me, i have seen the world slowly turn into a place where religion has no place. Where is God not here to save his children, why doesn't he let it be known that he does exist.