I'm not entirely sure, but I think I may be suffering from depression.

I've checked the symptoms, and I'm suffering from most of the emotional symptoms, yet I can find no evidence of physical symptoms yet. Simply put, I don't feel happy anymore. Even things I normally enjoy doing are condensed and I don't feel enjoyment out of them anymore; like I'm drowning in a pool of despair and sadness.


It's been so bad lately, too. I went to a party last night with a bunch of people from work, and I was having a great time, and then it hit me. I felt so lonely all of a sudden, and I haven't felt normal since; the feeling has just deepened...I don't know what do do about it, because I can't tell anyone close to me, because it could make them resent me. I just feel bad because my friends at work may have seen me acting strangely. I don't want them to see me like that. They're like a second family to me, and I don't want any of them to see me in this state.

I just don't know what to do...