This month is going on so fast, I can't believe that more than half of February has passed, January was very slow to me, now, I feel like time is flying away, that's probably due to my stress that is increasing everyday exams get nearer, but I'm doing very good on my study, and I feel more optimistic than last year, I feel I will get the score I want this year, and go to the college I want. I won't speak much about that cause almost everyone that knows me was told that long story!

My sister is going to Newcastle, England on the 28th of this month to get her PhD in the great Newcastle upon Tyne university, in Applied Linguistics before you ask! I never told her that, but I guess I will miss her, she has been with me in each day of my life, now I won't see her for at least a year, she won't be with me when I take my exams, she won't be with me when I get the results and she won't be with me on my birthday. Ya, I guess I will miss her, but I believe she is there for the good of her, and I hope her best of luck.

My life is good, a bit stressed and troubled but good, but my cyber life- I mean the life on the internet- .... few things don't seem to go on so good for me, some people made some actions that really REALLY made me angry or sad, actually, more like disappointed, they probably don't mean it at all, but still, you should be knowing me long enough so you don't do this, but it's ok really, I'm not sad at all, I know now where I am standing and I am not mad at you at all. Please PLEASE guys, I don't want anyone to ask me either on GS or on MSN who I am talking about, cause simply I won't say in a million year! Though, if you feel like you did something that bothered me or made me sad, then it is you, but please don't ask me whether it is you or not.

I wish you all a great weekend, I will end this update with a quote my BEST friend said to me, he was having much troubles, MUCH, though, he was always smiling and joking, when I asked him how, he said, "If I don't laugh, I will cry."

Yours,

 Ahmed El- Sadek