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10,000+ GamerScore & Addict ?

First, well I actually like this new emblem. I really like the all white tones :| Seiously, I do, it looks like it's embossed and I do like it :D see... (inserts picture here :P for now just look to the right :lol: ) *edit* inserted, but that was funny, gonna leave it for another edit out later :lol:

And I hate to seem unappreciative, but

Yuck, I hate the name!

Addict is a derogatory term implying one needs to stop doing something.

Surely GS knows this, so are they saying that the emblem hunters are getting out of hand

and giving out a hint ?

IDK :? I for one happen to enjoy what I call spamming the live chat, it's tons of fun for me. Yes, the possible emblem was an attractant, but not the only reason I was there.

I enjoy OTS and The Hotspot and there has oddly enough never been an emblem for watching either. :?

The live feed & the ever-flowing chat ='s lots O fun for me :D So, I watch all live feed whenever I can :)

BTW, I saw that Microsoft feed too. Anybody got a linky to the whine-line yet? :|

O, there will be some more comments on cake versus pie later, since I'm whiny & cranky from no sleep, I guess I may as well get the moanin & groanin out now :D .....

GamerScore=Yes, I finally got 10 K ! :D ( inserts more pictures and smileys n stuff as soon as she gets a couple hours sleep or a third wind if I'm lucky :D )

P.S. If U happen to see this blog post before I repair it.... GS and my normal browser hate each other. 90% of my posts smush every friggin word together and I have to go back and edit, and edit, and edit. OMG, it annoys me so much ! :evil: Argh.

I try to use another browser on GS, but sometimes I forget becase all my bookmarks are in Opera. :roll: GS has issues with Firefox too, at least for me they do, and I don't care for Internet Explorer ....

My Words Are Lost. Driven Away.

 

 

Last night I decided to leave GS.

There is nothing worse that can happen to an Agoraphobe than for her

to find the words

to speak

and then

have those words taken away. :evil:

 

Because speaking again after being muted is near impossible.

I have been unable to speak in HAL0 since given my

2nd moderation in 2 days

and EVER for ( OMFG ) trolling. :|

 

I'm nearing 2 years here and it took me prolly 16 months to find

my voice here at all. :o

Now within 2 days I've been moderated for defending myself and

my union from a

jealous egotistical person who is upset because I have Top 100's in my union

that I named HAL0 for

High-scores And Leaderboards Organization

Yeah, apparently I'm not supposed to have Top GS whatever in

my Top 100 :|

I should let someone else who THINKS he knows what he is doing

@ a Union that has

NOTHING to do with Leaderboards do it instead, not ALSO,

but INSTEAD. :| 

 

It's also been argued I should change my union name. :twisted:

 

I say I can name it anything I want !

 

Does The Emblem Union produce GS's Emblems ? No

They talk about emblems....

It should be called The We Talk About The Emblems Union :|

 

Does Viennsories Cafe have real food, hunh ? NO

It should be called Viennsories Non-Cafe then. :|

 

( See accusations 2 blogs back if U need to understand this )

 

My response.....If U change Urs, I'll change mine. ;) 

 

I can go on and on....but I think I made my point.

 

Back to my leaving GS

This person has followed me around with his friend (s)

making me feel attacked & helpless to do anything

because when I reply...it is deleted and moderated.

Admittedly the first issue, because of 1 line...was my own fault.

Here is the Ask The Mods Topic where it is discussed

and where I am given leave to reprint in full minus a few small edits.

 

But I find myself unable to speak there now.

I can't. I can't. I can't do it. :cry:

I was going to, I made a couple topics in response to demands

but I had a migraine and went to bed.

 

When I came back I was moderated again for a comment

I made directly before

the one that was moderated 20 or so hours before.

I'm told it could have been seen as trolling. I disagree.

It was self-defense.

 

This person also has been making comments behind me with one of his alts...

example

and other things I can't quite prove yet so I won't add them here. 

 

My voice is gone, I cannot speak there.

I can't even speak at my other union.

I have no desire to be where I'm muted in my own "home"

I don't want to even be on GS at all. I feel driven away by a selfish child.

 

I have been here every single day for 8 to 20 hours a day for over a year.

I'm sure there are records....check em.

I have WORKED to make GS a better place.

A safer, funner, more inviting, interesting, caring place. A home.

 

I feel driven from my home. Yet, I have no where else to go. Just my 360's blog, maybe.

 

I decide to leave GS

But last night, along with arguments from friends... this happened





A true short story for U....



Last night I was awakened by this awful screeching kind of blowhorn-like sound. :|



I thought the pack of wild dogs that roam my area had gotten one of my kittys :evil:



So I streaked outside to save my baby ! Barefoot and practically bare-assed. :shock: Well I was in a friggin hurry! :oops: I was gonna rip em apart with my bare hands ! :twisted:



What I found was this teeny tiny kitten...one eye still partly glued shut. He was screamin bloody murder cuz he couldnt find his mommy. :cry: He'd run up to my cats, who all accompanied me on my investigation, and all but Belly would hiss at him and take a swipe. Belly prolly wanted to eat him :| :roll:



Anyways, I finally chased the lil screamin bugger down in my undies and across all kinds of thorns and ouchies. :) Caught him and got him inside and now if I move from his sight he screams more bloody murder :P



Ok, no point too this story except that it reminded me how good it feels to rescue something or someone. And how awful I feel that I can't rescue so many other people here on GS. I can't even rescue myself apparently. But I AM going to keep trying.



Yesterday I was so upset I decided to leave GS. Today I decided to just take a break for a lil while.

Can't say for how long. I don't know.

I'll be back :D

Bet on it.



I'll

NEVER QUIT, ONLY PAUSE. :)


I'm making Tyler leader of HAL0

Please help him as much as possible. 



BooBS will survive without me for a lil while, everyone loves BooBS. :)

 

note - All linkys not here yet. I'll add them shortly.

Can't say when I'll be back.... But I WILL Be Back

 

My thoughts on the mods....Most are wonderful selfless hard-working

caring human beings. I'm not trashing the mods.

I respect and trust them while at

the same time I would never consider having such an awful

stressful job.

 

 

Linky to my 360's blog ~ I'll post there every day. 

 

PurrFect Music To Kill By

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[video=InUzwTSs5b4JuTTW]

 

OMG, YES! YES! YES!

This song is PurrFect To Play with Aegis Wing. 

Seriously !!!!! I played through the entire game,

both regular and insane with the song repeating over and over. :)

Try It ! :D

 

Thank U, John for the new tutorial on video blogging :D 

 

P.S. I'm replying to comments in the previous blog RIGHT NOW !

Have Fun ! Love Ya'll  :D

 

The Musical Linkys

will be added soon as prev. blog replied 2 :D

um, and some pictures to pretty this up

& smileys too prolly ! :oops: 

All My Friends

 

Can all say u were in the Top 100

( Cuz I'm puttin U there ) :D

It may not last, but U can all say U were once on the board. ;)

The Top 100 Profile Views is boring as hell

with all the admin people I don't know.

 

So, I'm spicin it up a lil bit

while I have room on the Top 100 for all ya'll. :oops:

Also U'll be on The Top 100 Post Counts

U'll all be on by tonight.

Go see where ya are. 

 

Love Ya 

- Michele

 

Zee Music

Bring Me To Life & ANIME Version

  More Than A Feelin

I'll Be There For U 

With A Little Help From My Friends

Ya Gotta Have Friends

U Gotta Be 

Thank U

Thank U

Within My Heart

Savin Me 

Savin Me KH version 

If I Go Crazy Will U Still Call Me Superman ?

My Best friend :) 

If Everyone Cared ( A repeat, but worth it )

Never Say GoodBye 

 

*EDIT*

ALL credit for Top 100 

Searching & Linkage

goes to

TylerFace

John Teh Sweetie

Lil Spammer Woodrow

Cyrax

 

*That should have been

here earler.

:oops: Sorryz :oops: 

 

*edit again* I want U all to know that I have rated ever single

comment thumbsup on the

Fonz-O-Meter :D

EVEN

mine which I would not normally rate at all

&

EVEN 

the ones I feel have malicios intent

I've done this to give U a better picture of

what is going on here.

:cry: I'm saddened by the malicious people :cry:

 

@ malicious people ~ please grow up :| 

 

Betrayal of an Officer :(

 

As U all know I started another Union that is basically about Leaderboards for GS people only and Top 100 lists

(Top 100 profile views, union views, post counts, etc.). This has kept me insanely busy.

Unfortunately some other things have happened to me to keep me from

searching for Blonde jokes for the next blog I promised. :(

A couple of those are a power surge that kept me off the net since yesterday morning and an Officer who went nuts in my new union. :evil:

He moderated several people unjustly, sent some of them nasty PMs, and deleted comments by himself and others randomly.

 

He made the Gears Boards from a template I gave him,

then after I told him it was ok for people to

discuss the game in the specific board

as well as post their scores he didn't like that for some reason. :?

He DELETED EVERY SINGLE COMMENT

& EVERY SCORE IN

MY GEARS OF WAR BOARDS

and I'm really hot about it !

He deleted every single post EXCEPT mine where I was showing

him how I wanted people to post example

WE are remaking all the boards so he can't go edit out all the scores again,

and people can only post if they are members now.

If U posted, please post them again....here is main board linky

til we get it all fixed

 

He sent me a message on my 360 Messenger when I asked why he did this....here it is.....

i left your union because i felt that i didnt relate to anyone there.

i know i should have conferred with you about it first ,for that i apolagize.

if you would still like to be friends on here i would like that if not i understand.:|

 

 

Let's take a poll....

1 - Be friends still

2 - Don't Be Friends 

3 - I have a better suggestion

(add in the comments please) 

Anyway,

this is why I havent blogged and

why I'm missing in your blogs right now. :cry:

Any suggestions as what I should do about this ?

So far xxx moderations and xxx deletions... still counting

4 moderations for slapshakle

4 moderations for devilreyes

3 moderation & 1 SUSPENSION for icstars2 WTF! THAT IS JUS WRONG!!!!

still counting, if my numbers are wrong, please post the corrections

Tha Music 

I Won't Back Down 

No, I Won't Back Down :twisted:

Push Me :|

Shove Me

No

I'm Not Gonna Take It

So

I Get Knocked Down

A Dedication to WhomSoEver Needs It today 

 

 

 

 

*edited for Sanity Purpose* :|

Forums are different also. :|Havin trouble navigating. :?

Anybody wanna see more ? :D

Ok, here is a friends shot from this morning...

More ? :o Anybody wanna see their own profile ? :P

* edit * 

Sorry, was a browser error, looked kinda neat tho :oops:

 

Music A

*edited for purposes of my sanity* :D

Blonde joke blog will be Thursday when I rise from my coffin :P j/k.

Today I will be concentrating on getting the Gears of War Leaderboards up at HAL0

as well as the Top 100 Lists up-dated, and some more of the XBLA arcade games up.

Here is a linky to the Most recently added / updated boards

pages  and The Directory at HAL0.

I will be at HAL0 or BooBS and not at any blogs today

other than the 3 I hit already

( sorry :oops: )  including mine. :?

U can find me at one of those places or PM me or I'll be on

the 360 getting my game on

for at least 2 hours today,

because no gaming in the last few days is turning me into EEEEvil Anita. :twisted: :evil: :twisted:

If U know me well, U'll know what that means. :P

 

O, I'm Feelin Betta Now ! :D

 

"Better Now"

Oh I'm newly calibrated
All shiny and clean
I'm your recent adaptation
Time to redefine me

Let the word out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now
Break the news out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now

Oh I'm happy as Christmas
All wrapped to be seen
I'm your recent acquisition
Time to celebrate me

Let the word out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now
Break the news out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now

The world's done shaking
The world's done shaking
The world's done shaking me down

The world's done shaking
The world's done shaking
The world's done shaking me down

 

Also, I'm formin a new Union today, 

 

so clean out a spot :|:D

Have A Nice Day ! - Thieverized by Me !

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Paralyzer Donated by Tyler