This doesnt apply to everyone, but to those to whom it does they will know what i am talking about. I just want to say that i am really hurt and disappointed with you guys. I am a human being and i too have feelings (contrary to what you might think). I mearly asked for a simple favour to make things more fair and you threw it in my face. I am a very insecure person, i do my damndest to be nice and try and be friendly but i aint a "one of the lads" type of guy, so i guess i will forever remain the out cast no matter how hard i try or how nice i am to you. Your behaviour tonight only further proves all of my insecurities, the story of my life: "oh to hell with Sonny no one wants him on the football team, stick him on the bench!" Thats what you did to me tonight, just wanted to let you know that. Theres still time to fix things however as i do forgive people's mistakes, but that is up to you if you want the guilt to remain on your conscience or not.