10. Dark Throne- Transylvanian Hunger

9. Venom- 1000 Days In Sodom

8. Emperor- Cosmic Keys To My Creations And Times

7. **** Crush, Kill, Destroy

6. Slayer- Angel Of Death

5. Mayhem- Freezing Moon

4. Metallica- Fight Fire With Fire

3. Destruction- Death Sentence

2. Mayhem- My Death

1. Sodom- Nuclear Winter

this year has been the worst of my life. not because of a life threating act someone has put onto me, not because of family viloence or distress but because of a complete sense of confusion and obsession that has wrapped my mind since the beginning of june. It started with video games. Right around the time i got metal gear 4 i started to get this felling and it was strange. i couldnt fully grasp the fun from the game that my friends and perhaps some of you were able to grasp. i just found the whole expierience...unenjoyable. An unseen force was keeping me from having my fun. it hurt. i tried to force it. i played mgo 3 hours a day in hope that the true fun of the game would grab me by the throught and never let go. it didnt. then the games i was looking forward to most suddenly didnt matter. i mean if i had the games in front of me i would totally play them but i dont feel like i want to go out and buy them if they were out right now. my friend felt the same for maybe a week but now hes back into gaming. all my friends play and love to play video games. why do i have to be punished? what have i done? it only got worse than i got this feeling that everything that mattered to me so much means nothing now. My friends stopped being the best thing in my life and just became drifters random faces i see every day. my ps3 ceased to be the magnificant king of all things entertaining and simply became another piece of furniture in my living room. school the door to the future was lost in a hallway of doubt and confusion. whats wrong with me why am i saying this? im trying to do well in school. i hang with my friends everyday. i play video games every day. why do i say these things then? why am i thinking like this? whats going on? i hope and pray every day that its all in my head and im seriously thinking about seeing a psychiatrist. what do you make of all this? by the way i dont do drugs either.

Lets get right to it. 10 games any system. Heres 10,9 and 8 10. Killer 7 Ps2/Gc Anyone who has ever played killer 7 knows about its insane approach to story telling, styilized sense of art and strange yet satisfying gameplay. I put this one on my list for really being so different and good. Its also bloody as hell and really hilarious. 9. Metal Gear Solid 3 Ps2 Well im sure anyone who played knows why its on my list. First off its metal gear. Plenty of fantastic cutscenes, action sequences, and stealth missions. The only real problem i can find is probably the cqc controls they make the combat a little twitchy in spots. 8. ESPN NFL 2k5 Ps2/Xbox Thanks to EA who has now completely monopolized the football game industry we wont be seeing anymore 2ks. But it doesnt stop 2k5 from getting on my list. From the incredible visuals to the easy to access playbooks 2k5 easily tops any madden game out there.

Over the course of the last 3 months or so ive had a problem. I just cant seem to love video games as much as i used to. Before i was simply amuzed by watching a killzone trailer or any other game trailer, and i would think about it for hours on end. But now playing the most awesome games out there: MGS4, Madden, or Gears cant keep me occupied for more than an hour. Perhaps these games and i playeds gears for over a hundred hours at least. just got old faster. Or maybe its because i just didnt like metal gear that much. Or it could be my newfound interest in music. I just cant exactly put my finger on whats wrong. Im going to buy the great games that come out this year in hope that they might pull me back into video games. And i dont want to stop liking them. That would suck. Playing video games has always been one of my "pastimes" if you will, and ive always enjoyed it. Have any of you had this problem? Or am i just over thinking things?

Just about everyone that keeps up with the gaming industry knows about killzone 2. whether your a person who praises the game for its stunning realism or your criticizing it for being too generic most people know about it. Id like to express my personal feelings on the game and what could happen as we get closer to february.

Think about this for a second, Guerilla(the team developing the game) is a very different team. they consistently have so much pressure on them to deliver a game with so much hype surrounding it. From what weve seen so far of the game it isnt doing a whole lot to push the genre to new heights from a gameplay standpoint, but from the technical side its a very innovative game. So let me ask you this. Guerilla has to know that they have to do something new with gameplay to make it revolutionary. What if these early level we saw is just a teaser make you think that the game will be a run and gun shooter and then hit you in the face with something totally new later on. Do any of you think this is a possibility or do you feel the game is good enough as it is and doesnt need a change?