Youth outting
by bensbabygirl on Comments
Well yesterday my youth had an outting and we went out and had Ice cream! The car ride to the Ice cream shop was pretty long so I got to hear alot from Ben about his trip to Oklahoma and I got to see the pictures of the friends he made there! I was wishing the whole car ride that I had been there but of course it was to late! Next year I can hopefully go and have alot of fun! I want to do the cabin thingy! I love the out doors and cabin type of trips! lol! I finally got to at least give Ben a note and talk to him in the car! He gave me a ring with his name carved in it and that made me really happy! I still haven't taken it off I am wearing it on my thumb! I really am missing Ben so much! Yeah I can look at him and I barely ever get to talk to him! I wanna be able to talk to him and give him big hugs again! I miss it! The most I have touched him latley is like our legs and feet under the table just bariley rubbing! lol! It sucks! Once we got to the Ice cream shop I ordered a hot fudge sundae with whip cream... mmmm! We all sat and ate our Ice creams and talked! I really wanted to talk to Ben more then I did but you know I just figured since our youth pastors were watching us like hawks I wouldn't talk alot! I do admitt other youth groups I have been to are alot more fun at times but I am faithful to my church so I will never leave it! Ben kept bringing up things and didn't finish what he was gonna say to me! He was trying to make it a surprise! Then he teased me and told Sam what he got me for our anniversary and they were laughing about it and rubbing it in! I love Ben so much the big old duffis! He looked so good and... HOTT on our youth outting I was gonna explode! I mean it I just wanted to jump all over him and... do STUFF to him! lol! He is so sweet and perfect! Any how once we got back to the church the youth stayed for an hour and played a game of spoons and of course I was the winner because I'm just good like that! lol! Well I think that is all I wanna talk about for now and I will leave out all the bad things because I'm sure ur sick of me moping around! Well PEACE OUT!