Another day goes without any change. The feeling I live with still remains. I'm stuck in a hole and I'm searching for anything to hold on to.

Verse by Hoobastank's Escape

This is how I am feeling and currently going through right now. I'm not exactly trying to find something to do in a desperate way, but I do want to do something. And I really wish I had a GF. Jonathan told me Danny's AIM sn, and I found out that he had a GF. That lucky freak. I really want a GF. Not desperately but I just want to spend some time of my life with a girl. But I know that it's either no one likes me or they are taken. But what Danny said that having a GF to do something is kind of like using her. Very true... It's not for the excitement crap I want to have in life and everything, but to also chill out. I cant explain this feeling. But either way, I'm gonna have to suffer two whole months of boredom. I pray to God something interesting would happen during the vacation...