It is so hard to put together words when you do not have good grasp of the language you are using. It is not only that, you still have to make a point to make sense. Let us see how fast I can to learn English as continue to level up in this website.  I should have substantial materials. I should probe deeper beyond my imagination. If I get bits, excerpts I'll probably end up learning nothing so I should get real facts before I write things down. I also do not have luxury of time to mope around doing nothing to polish my English because I need it in my work. In my type of work, having a good grasp of the English language is real plus and not just a plus but a plus, plus.  It will be complicated, I will clamor as I cry in pain but I know in the end I can master it well. Patience is virtue.