Until today, I sincerely thought that God was pissed at me. This may sound really crazy to some of you guys but that's what I though most of the time when I got bad marks from my classes. But today, I was thinking about the math test that I wrote and I realized I made a mistake. I somewhat got mad at first because I believed that I studied really hard for the test and I thought I was ready. However, I was wrong. I was gamespotting the day before the test and I knew it wasn't God or people or the world who are screwing me up but it was me who has done this. Most of the times, I thought I was studying really hard but to think about it, most of the times, I was thinking about something other than the school work.

I just want to say I am sorry God for my actions and thoughts. I was wrong and I will serve you just the way I used to. I also would like to apologize to the World for saying FTW everytime I was involved in complicated situation.

All I can say is that I've learned my lesson. I know I have to study and focus on my school works and since this is the final year, I have to win the battle against all the distractions.