this is it, 2 oclock in the morning on the 24th of april.

this will mark hour 41 of me not sleeping.

i have been awake since tuesday morning, it is now thursday morning, and im a tad tired.

why, well ive been doing business coursework.

i am the human personification (i think thats the right word) of 'if you put your mind to it you can do anything'

you know whats keeping me awake, its not the energy drinks that ive been drinking, its not my strive to do well in my business studies, i looked at why i was doing this.

im doing it out of spite.

im prooving to my business teacher that a person can go two years without doing ANYTHING, then in the last week, get a pass, all the annoyed speeches, all the lectures on how we are going to fail, even today, when we had spent a whole night before doing work, he said he was going to withdraw us, i asked for an extra day of improvements and he said 'ill give you an extra day, but tomorrow morning your gonna come to me and be all like 'oh i need to go print stuff of' and 'oh but sir i havent finished'. I so wanna be wrong, i really really want to be wrong, i want you to come in tomorrow and shove my speech down my throat! but its not going to happen, cos you dont do any work'

well sir, here i am, shoving that ****ing speech down your ****ing throat! you gonna shove it down there so far your gonna be s***ing praise to us!

you look out mr stewart, theres a storm brewin.