July 5th 2007

Respect. Key word in any relationship. Between lovers, between brothers, between friends, between partners... respect is the best base to set up love, friendships, comradeship, brotherhood...in a fruitful relation :)

Just like I've never read anyone's letters or checked anyone's bag, I've never scrolled through anyone's cell phone. Well, I actually have, but like in this curious way to check how the menus are arranged in my friend's cells, to check the music they have and share ringtones and stuff. But I haven't checked out my bf's cell in a jealous way. He is too absent-minded and messed up as to try and conceal any physical evidence :lol:

Both me and him leave our cells to each other's reach. So, no reason to suspect when I can grab his cell anytime, huh? Which I actually do, because he has a great deal with some numbers and I take advantage of it often. I mean, of course I've gone trough his numbers and even his texts, but when he was present. Like "Who is this Rober guy?", or "What the hell is Cris telling you here?" :question:

Yeah, I'm one of those weirdos who writes texts using full words and full punctuation. Most of the times, I just can't figure out what those abbreviations mean. Not to mention if they aren't in my language. I have this friend in the States who texts me often and her messages are pure hieroglypics to me :?

Calvin and Hobbes are propriety of Bill Watterson and Universal Press Syndicate.

Calvin wants to help her mum driving the car. First time we are introduced to his mum. We don't know her name, she will always be addressed as "mum", just like his father is always addressed as "dad". Hobbes is not present in this strip. It doesn't happen often, but this one is the very fist one where he is absent.

Being a kid is sometimes frustrated, isn't it? There are a lot of things that kids are not allowed to do. And those things are always the funny stuff, of course. Like, I wanted to bring any single abandoned dog or cat home. Which, of course, I wasn't allowed to do. And I hated it. I couldn't understand why. We had room and our own pets already. And I hated it. I cried loads and threatened my mum with having hundreds of them whenever I was living on my own. Which was just fine to my mum. And pissed me even more :D

How about you? Any kid frustration you especially remember? :wink:

On the personal note, I'm totally overwhelmed. I hardly have time to answer to all the comforting pms I keep receiving. Thank you very much guys for your nice words. I'm truly blessed to have found so many great friends here. I know that I'm not alone, and that means a lot. Though I should have to learn and let things that hurt me out, but that's me.

At the beginning I was so mad that that I couldn't even talk about it. My favourite auntie was dying, and I didn't know if she was suffering or how long would it take. But now that everything is overI'm fine. Well, maybe not fine but I'm doing well. You know? Deaths are not the worse part, but the morgue, the burial, the funeral....dealing with people is really hard. Even harder for me, being so emotional and weepy. Of course they want to be close and hug you and everything because they truly care and because they feel for you, but that just a bit too much for me. Not to mention for my mum :(

But now it's over. We are far better when we are at home, on our own. Last night, we were even able to talk about some funny stuff concerning my auntie. She was funny and adorable. It has been a great loss, but at least she didn't suffer. That comforts me a lot, because we knew that shewas going todie a long time ago.The doctorstold she would live 6 months, but that was 4 years ago.And she didn't know about it.She always said whe wouldn't want to. So, in the meantime, she had 2 grandchildren and enjoyed a fairly decent quality life.Not we have to move on and time will heal. It is supposed to, right? And I know I have all of you around to lean on, which means loads to me :)

Thanks again for everything. For being there. So far but really close. I can't find the words to express myself but I truly appreciate. THANK YOU. From my heart :)