Someone suggested that I should kill my dog. It seems that he is too old to deserve any better. Most of you already know Hotz, but for those who friended me lately, here are a couple of pics.

I knew about it yesterday night, and no, I'm not actually feeling any better today. And I won't be until I face that b*tch and tell her a couple of things. She really got to me this time, and I hate it because that's probably what she wanted to.So yeah,I'm not only upset, I'm mad like hell :evil:

Of course it wasn't a friendly advice. You know what? She is a relative of my bf. Yeah, nice huh? And I already hate her to death. Long story short: she flirted with my bf once and she even kissed him so he had to kick her arse. All of this, in front of a whole bunch of people who know me. And, since she was staying at my bf's, she still got into his bed at night. Bf had to slap her and well, you know. He told me the whole story the next day, and made me promise I wouldn't act crazily about it, which is pretty much me when someone gets on my nerves.

It was much bigger than this but it is kinda long and painful to explain.So as you can imagine, I'm willing to kill her ever since. But considering she is his CLOSE RELATIVE, I just ate my anger not to embarrass their parents who are great people. It would have messed the whole family relationships, which are really close and affectionate so far, you know? So I just bite my tongue in every single wedding, bday and so on in which we both meet.

And...today we are most probably meeting. We are celebrating my nephew Alejandro's 6 birthday and she might be there. Just great. Which kills me, is the fact that I just can't tell everyone the kind of a b*tch she is. I so hate it. I won't ever do that out of respect for the whole family. That's why I'm so mad. Because she knows I won't and takes advantage of it. The cheap b*tch :evil:

Guess what? I know my dog better than anyone. I know he is old, but he is as healthy as he can be considering his age. And I take both him and my cat to the vet regularly, so he is perfectly well controlled. He only has some issues with his hips, but apart from that he is fine.

You just don't mess with someone's bf, and you don't mess with someone's dog either, that only dog owners understand. I've been crying like a baby for the whole day. And I'm scared because if I meet her today I may slap her and spit at her and totally lose control. That's so me when I'm mad. And today I'm mad. DAMMIT!!!!! I'm too mad to be true. So, I just hope there is a nice broadband in jail for me to read your comments.

P.S. Thanks Jenn for caring so much. I love you :)