A lot of people think im a happy lucky guy when im not. I'm miserable and lately i hv been lonely. Ever since second grade i hv been teased and made fun of and im going to highschool in a few months. Jerks always hv to mess with me and i hv very few friends. I talk to girls but no one likes me. The only people who like me are horribly ugly girls and some gay guys (blech) when i say horribly ugly i mean full beard and hairy chest and arms and legs. Plus fat.(nothing wrong with fat just saying) My parents are seperated and only get along sometimes and then my grandpa is in the hostpital with a dangerous cancer. My grandma has been having trouble seeing and walking lately and my sister is consitntly mad at me. Her boyfriend pretty much takes over my ps3 when he comes over and my parents are both mad at me. (Really stupid reasons) I accidently messed up 3 shirts when washing clothes. SO now im grounded from tv and games plus i can't get Infamous anymore. So ya i am miserable and everywhere i go at school i hear my name in a conversation like as if a rumor is going around. I feel like Ted from scrubs like now. U just want to kill yourself but can't do it. (no i am not Emo or anything im normal) So right now i hv been trying to get into church.