Perhaps I shoud make one. Seeing as how it will be a year since I have made one in about 23 days. Hmm. But I don't know what to say. Everything has just been........ so forced. Its hard to relax........ hard to even find a reason to get out of bed in the morning. I hate complaining, I honestly don't even have it that bad. Yet here I am. Typing this. And for anyone who wants to see it. Just kind of tired of it all. Literally. My insomnia. after having no effect on me for all these years is just exaughsting me nowadays. How is everyone? All my friends........ anonymous friends..... over the internet. Some of which i actually care about more than anyone I could meet. I don't know what to write.... What do you want? What is it that you want to read? Im pretty sure it's not this. I probably shouldn't even post this. This isn't like me, so why am I doing this? A lot of questions I really wish i had the answers to.