I just finished Rabbit Doubt a few minutes ago. Amazing. That's all I can say. It started out pretty mediocre, and I thought it was gonna be boring as hell like Saw, but it got way better near the end. I love it. I couldn't predict the ending at all, except the very last few pages since that's more than obvious once the phone is found with Mitsuki. But yeah, without spoiling anything, it's a great series if you like psychological horror in terms of people tricked into killing each other so the real killer doesn't have to do anything. lol. I can't really expalin it past that without talking about anything specific. It's worth checking out though.

I had a whole section here about what I learned from the series, but I dunno. I think it's just better to consider that a kind of thing to just refelct on for a bit.

Anyway, I go back to class on Monday for the first time in 2 years. I hate it. I'm nervous as f*ck. I started having panic attacks and anxiety attacks all over agin. I seriously haven't had any since back when I was talking about them in my blogs like a year or two ago. Basically, I'm terrified that I'm gonna f*ck up again from test anxiety. Last time I was in school, I could get all A's on my in class work, but then I'd forget literally everything 5 minutes into a test, and get like a D- on any test I'd take, even when I knew everything. So basically, this is what I've come up with. I think I need to find some way to give myself psychological validation for forcing myself to go to every class and so on. That's pretty much the only thing I can come up with to help myself this time around. The only thing is, I have no idea how to do that. So yeah, I'm pretty much f*cked this time too, I guess.