I hate men.

So I saw my ex the other night. I just needed cell phone money (we are on a family plan). We ended up talking for like 2 hours. We haven't really caught up in like 2 months. Well he confesses I do effect him a lot (even with his new gf), but won't tell me how. He has been with her 2 weeks, has seen her 3 times in his life and already had sex with her and says "I love you" to her. It makes me sick actually. I am suppose to see him today, I really don't want to though. I told him he has to step up our friendship and put in effort or I am gone and done.

Also when I dropped him off home he hugged me, and whispered in my ear "I love you." ERRR why! Not cool.

And this kid I like (but not enough to want to be bf/gf with) thinks we are a couple and drives me insane. Never with any guy I have dated has caused me so much grief. I fight with him constatntly. I go to bed in a bad mood almost every night for the past 2 weeks. I try to tell him I am done, but I still want to be friends, and with him, I am not sure that is possible. Err I hate men. Stupid stupid!