it's relatively the same as my birthday's description Your Birthdate: April 26 Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energy) modifies your life by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the business world. In this environment you have the skills to work very well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date. There is a marked increase in organizational, managerial, and administrative abilities. You are efficient and handle money very well. You're ambitious and energetic, while generally remaining cooperative and adaptable. You are conscientious and not afraid of responsibility. Generally sociable and diplomatic, you tend to use persuasion rather than force. You have a wonderful combination of being good at both the broad strokes and the fine detail; good at starting and continuing. This birthday is practical and realistic, often seeking material satisfaction.

[This iz from the What If.. Thread] RacconMario34 wrote: No i'm going to ask a new 1! Wat if there was this guy who looked like Chewbacca, but he's actually just all hairy and crap, and then he tries to rape u, wat would u do? FOPrules07 wrote: Um... I'd probably panic. RacconMario34 wrote: PANIC!?!?! I WOULD FREAKIN'YELL AS HARD AS I CAN! dEaLwItHiT wrote: Yeah you'd yell from PLEASURE lmfao but uh I'd beat him up b4 he even would lay a finger on me. RacconMario34 wrote: LOL, u still got it!

I was reading one of Melzer's blogs and I was thinking What about Mormons? Oh God those people who make up all these fake rumos are hilarious, I mean yes it is annoying to hear idiot people talk about idiot things but.. once you step aside and look at how foolish they are it is actually quite entertaining at how blind they are to the world.. Even though I hate stereotypes I sometimes use them too just cause it'z fun to be ignorant. And I have a feeling that I am making no sense here.. HAHA well 'o' well then right? :)

;P I Just thought I'd post the survey I took from my friend Melzer: TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Nonya Beeswax Birthday: April 26, 1974 [Not really, it's just a secret code for someone to figure out what it means] Birthplace: Not Applicable FOR YOU Current Location: Not telling Eye Color: whirlpool blue [like a clear ocean bluw but with swirls of amber and light green] Hair Color: black Height: 5'5" Right Handed or Left Handed: Rightio Your Heritage: Italian, Baltic States, Canadian The Shoes You Wore Today: Sneakers Your Weakness: my fears Your Fears: my weakness Your Perfect Pizza: cheeze inside the crust and double cheese as a topping Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Because stronger Physically and Mentally Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: You Again!? Thoughts First Waking Up: ::Resets clock that says 9 a.m. to 3a.m.:: yay 6 more hours of sleep ::goes back to bed and stays in it:: Your Best Physical Feature: I don't know. I hate my body Your Bedtime: Never Your Most Missed Memory: Actually feeling something Pepsi or Coke: Coke MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither Single or Group Dates: Single [no one knows Jake's my boyfriend in real life] Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino Do you Smoke: Nope Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: When i'm alone Do you Shower Daily: No i'm a freaking monkey. OF COURSE I DO twice a day sometimes thrice even. Have you Been in Love: No and i don't want to Do you want to go to College: No i want to be the world's dumbest creature. YEAH i want to go to college. Do you want to get Married: I'm not sure.. Do you belive in yourself: Once upon a time I did.. Do you get Motion Sickness: Ew.. no. Do you think you are Attractive: Maybe Are you a Health Freak: Sometimes. Do you get along with your Parents: No, i don't live with them either. Do you like Thunderstorms: Can't live without them, they're like my feelings and life source. Do you play an Instrument: Piano In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes In the past month have you Smoked: No In the past month have you been on Drugs: No In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yeah, today In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes In the past month have you been on Stage: No In the past month have you been Dumped: N.O. In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Perverted Question i'm not gonna answer In the past month have you Stolen Anything: I don't remember, actually yeah some mints from a friend hah. Ever been Drunk: Yes Ever been called a Tease: N.O. Ever been Beaten up: Hell NO Ever Shoplifted: Yeah How do you want to Die: Something tragic yet heroic What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Lawyer What country would you most like to Visit: In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: preferably Ice Blue or Crystal Green but it could be just Blue or Green Favourite Hair Color: Dark Short or Long Hair: short. Height: Taller than me, definitely Weight: non chubbyish Best Clothing Style: preferably black but just as long as they aren't girly but they are cool and nice looking Number of Drugs I have taken: I dunno Number of CDs I own: Too many to count Number of Piercings: 7. 3 on each ear and a belly button piercing. Number of Tattoos: Soon to be a few or @ least 1 Number of things in my Past I Regret: Being born

I'm Not Who You Think I Am. So Don't Judge Me Until You Get To Know Me Better. Trust Me You Won't Be Able To Figure Me Out.

My family abused me You had used me What was I to do? But get rid of you I did drugs to get away But the feeling would never stay Why do you, my guardian angel let me cry? Why do you never help my tears dry? Is everyone insane? What’s there more in the world to gain? If you could have your way What would you say to me today? And there I go and committed suicide No one even tried to stop me Everyone just wanted me dead For me to lie asleep eternally in that death bed What did I do for you all to treat me so? My so called family took advantage of me My thoughts and feelings they did not wish to see And from all the torture that has come upon me And so today is the day I die And so today is the last time I cry

i'm going out with my boyfriend today it's his last day with me before he leaves for his vacation. I should get that shirt "My boyfriend's out of town" that'll be hilarious i'll tell you guys all about it later if you want. HAHA