My family abused me You had used me What was I to do? But get rid of you I did drugs to get away But the feeling would never stay Why do you, my guardian angel let me cry? Why do you never help my tears dry? Is everyone insane? What’s there more in the world to gain? If you could have your way What would you say to me today? And there I go and committed suicide No one even tried to stop me Everyone just wanted me dead For me to lie asleep eternally in that death bed What did I do for you all to treat me so? My so called family took advantage of me My thoughts and feelings they did not wish to see And from all the torture that has come upon me And so today is the day I die And so today is the last time I cry