Wow, I'm 24 now. I feel like I'm going to visit this page a lot over my lifespan. I mean, my blog posts here span about a decade.

My god, so much can change in a person within the span of six years. Looking back on some of these blog posts, my cheeks redden with embarrassment; I was young and foolish, and boy, can you tell. Although it has been six years since the year of my last post, I am still relatively young (22), and still have a lot to learn. I have, however, come so far. My mind has broadened in ways I couldn't have possibly fathomed as an adolescent and I naturally replaced some of my less tolerable behavior with more suitably acceptable methods. Yet, even coming this far, I still sense much more growing I have to do as a person. The world is more scary and confusing than it was when I was younger, but mounting the challenges life throws at me will build my confidence and character and mold me into a richer, even more worthwhile person. While life tends to drag me down, I will keep my spirits up and persevere, mounting every trial that comes my way. Here's to the future, to change, and to growth.

So for the past-- what, two years?-- I've completely half-assed my participation in the GS community. If you are reading this, and you knew me, hopefully you read the blog post about me getting in trouble and whatnot. Well I think I'll continue from that spot.

So I ended up turning myself in a day before my court date, and went to jail for a month. I was released, and I didn't even have to go to school. I just basically did whatever I wanted to until December 29 (which was my birthday; I'm 17 now). Why did it stop on December 29th? Well perhaps I should begin by esxplaining that the Judge dropped three of those four felonies and all misdemeanors except one. So for punishment, or as they called it, "evaluation", they sent me to Oak Circle in Whitfield, Mississippi. Now if you have no knowledge of mississippi, Then I should let you know that Whitfield is basically a mental institution that is large enough to obtain its own zip code. Yeah. Oak Circle is the adolescent program of Whitfield. Now the minimum time any youth can remain in Oak Circle is two weeks, and maximum is a year. I left after two weeks. They did indeed evaluate me, coming to discover that there was truly nothing wrong with me; I just made some stupid desicions. So since they found this out, they decided I needed actual punishment. That is the word they used. They sentenced me to attend the Youth Challenge Program in Camp Shelby, Mississippi. Another tidbit of info about Mississippi: Camp Shelby Is one of the largest military bases on this half of the continent. Again, yeah. The Youth Challenge Program, or YCP, is basically a five and a half month program similar to boot camp but a whole lot milder and less hard, also holding no obligation to any military branch. This, I was to start on January 9th. Anyway, I obviously got carried away. Back to Why I stopped being at home on my birthday.

My birthday indeed rolled around, and at one AM I decided to fire a couple-- Keep that in mind, exactly TWO-- bottlerockets off of my roof in celebration of my 17th year of being totally awesome. W00t! My dad, however was not too pleased with this prospect. He came upstairs, very loudly, I assure you, in only his briefs on, and started blowing up at me shooting fireworks at one in the morning. I suppose it was alittle loud, but come on! It was my birthday! He sent me to bed like a child with no supper (excuse my vague attempts to be humorous), and left. I woke up at around 10 in the morning, and went downstairs to see what my single present was (remember, I stole like 3000 dollars from my parents that year; all I got for christmas was a jacket and some chocolate). The first words I hear come from my charming mother: Good morning, Luke, Now find somewhere else to live. Then she went on in a ramble about how I couldn't follow rules, etc., etc. My response: That is THE BEST present I have EVER recieved, and I proceeded to rush out the door and call my friend so he could come get me. I lived for the next couple of weeks in my buddy's house, doing even more of whatever I wanted to, this time with no need of parental consent. Turns out my actual present was this KICKASS fedorah I had seen and begged my parents for in a little hat shop in New Orleans. It would be an understatement to say I was stoked.

Anyway, January ninth came around, and I had to come to where I currently reside, at YCP in Camp Shelby. I've already been home once for a four day pass, and I have one more before I graduate. The pass is on May 7th, and I graduate on June 12th. Then I get off of probation on August 5th, and I am a free man.

So that's all I have for you now. I'll post later.

I mis gamespot so much, or at least the unions I participated in back then...

Well, I am stupid. In December I was put on legal probation in youth court due to Disturbance of Household Peace (I got kicked out of four schools). Well I was doing great up until May, when I decided to steal my parents credit cards. Reason? First off, my friends mean the world ro me. And I can't drive. So everytime I called my friends up I was all like, "Can you come get me?" and they were all like, "Do you have gas money?", and I was all like, "no", So they were like "Sorry". So I got tired of not going anywhere. I stole my parents credit cards. I got carried away and bought some downloadable content for my Wii. By "some" I mean like $200 worth of Wii points. Now thats added on to the like six times i filled my friends tanks up, and some snacks here and there. Anyway, the Wii points are what got me caught. So they caught me one friday morning. June third, I believe. So when they were gone, I ran away. That's two felonies and a misdemeanor so far. Let's see where the story takes us. I lasted two days. Friday I just chilled with my friends and stayed at one of their houses. Saturday I got peer pressured into trying Xanax. On the bright side I didnt take enough to get high. Just enough to fail a drug test. Anyway, so I decided (rather stupidly in retrospect) that I was going to break into my house one night when my parents werent there. I had this girl named Cheney with me. We broke into the apartment above my garage and slept there. In the morning I attempted to break into my actual house, and discovered that my sister was still home. I had woken her up. So me and this girl go run to the woods beside my house. We call some people, but at 11:00 in the morning in Mississippi noone is awake. So we wait, then we see a cop pull up into the driveway, and we run. The cop didnt see us. Another thing I neglected to mention about Cheney is that she was also a run away. So far thats three felonies and three misdemeanors. Well, we eventually got caught (ill explain all of the felonies and misdemeanors at the end). So we each went to a different Detention Center. I only stayed for a day. She was sentenced six months. When I got out, I was given a court date for my sentencing. July 22nd. So when i got out of the DC, I snuck out alot, because I wasnt allowed to see them. They did it for free this time, because they knew what I was going through. I got caught by the cops one night, and they took me home. My mom freaked out, of course. She had good reason to. She said she wouldnt feed me. So I ran away again. Im still on the run, but I intend to turn myself in on the 21st, so I won't miss my court date, which would be another felony.

Felony 1: Breaking Probation.

Felony 2: Credit Card Theft.

Felony 3: Malicious Mischief (breaking into my own house).

Felony 4: Disorderly Conduct.

Misdemeanor 1: Running away.

Misdemeanor 2: Harboring a Runaway

Misdemeanor 3: Resisting Arrest.

My charges: Malicious Mischief, Disorderly Conduct, and Credit Card Theft.

Well all those times I got on were due to me getting on my brother not being home, and he left his computer. Well I broke it somehow. Oh well. I was banned from cpu privelages. As we speak, I'm on my buddie's cpu. Well, Sorry. I will try hard to get on more... no promises. Sorry!!!

Hey everyone! happy new years! well as of the 29th, im 16! yes. Well, i got a wii from the school i go to, because apparently im really smart. i also got like 300 dollars. hope everyone else had a good holiday. sorry for the abscence.

hey guys sorry for the long abscence. well i got a wii, for which i have no keyboard so this will be especially short. i may be on more.

Hopefully back for good, but don't get your hopes up. I'll be on alot less still, because im banned from all technology, but ill sneak on every once in a while.

Okay, i guess everyone has learned not to trust me when I say i'm back for good. I THINK I'll be staying now, but who knows. i wish chaos's union would get activeI'll have to act on that. Anyway, I'm back for now, at least till August seventh. Not much else to say. Oh, i've got a YouTube account: DarkSoulEXE. No underscore. Aggh, and I just saw Funny Games, which is supposed to be a horror movie. Not very scary, giant plot hole. The "killers" are classy, almost hilarious. But it makes me mad. That damn plot hole is so frickin.... aggh. Well, that's all I've got for now.

Until next we meet