Seriously this is getting crazy.

First I really really want a 360 for christmas but can't afford it, then I see a guy selling his 360 on another forum for a really good deal so I grab it. Then I find out he gave it to another member because he was to lazy to post it.

A week later I see the other guy never picked it up so I get a pm saying I can buy it again. "Awesome" I think. So I pm him back with my details...1 day passes no reply...2 days pass and no reply...then I look on the forum again. The other guy got the 360! He ended up getting it after I twice confirmed and finished the sale. Didn't even get a "sorry the other guy got it in the end" I was just ignored.
At this point I was almost out of time to get another xmas present but all I really wanted was a 360. Everywhere I looked 360 ads were plasted everywhere, even more than wii ads. It was annoying and depressing.

Just now I get another pm from an editor of an Australia xbox website saying he saw my thread and saw ow I was ripped off and felt sorry so he linked me to a deal. It was a 360 for $450(RRP is $600) and it was only used for 4 hours because they got it for some comp or something and now its over and is just sitting there packed away. I must get this!

So the quick version.
I got the 360
Lost it
Got it again
Lost it again
Now have a chance to get it again.

Is god toying with me because am agnostic or something? Playing some human yo-yo? Come on god i've been good this year...err...well sort of...well err...good enough I guess. Better than most!

Wait why I am talking to god in a gamespot blog?
I think this 360 crap is making me go crazy... :?