This is a hard blog entry for me. I'm here because I have a major problem. One that I've discovered I can't deal with myself.

There are people on this site that I've come to trust and, frankly, having a more third-party person might benefit me at least until if things get worse. Look, I'm making a confession here and if you don't want to read what I'm about to say, don't. It's extremely personal, but anyone and everyone can read it because I'm confessing:

I'm addicted to pornography. I have been for the last four years of my life and I've had enough. Some people have told me that there's nothing wrong with it but I completely beg to differ and I want it to stop. I've tried several routes. I've read two books about it, I've even confessed to my parents but you know what? I can't get out. I can't do this alone.

So, what am I doing here? I'm asking for a friend here to be, if you're familiar with the term, an accountability partner. I'd prefer it to be a Christian but I'll take all the help I can get. Feel free to comment however you want and PM me if you're interested in helping me out. I won't accept everyone and as I said... Christian is pretty much the biggest qualifying factor. I really just want to talk to someone regularly about this...

Darth