I have no motivation
by deck3slick on Comments
I just realized that I have absolutely no motivation right now. My entire goal in life is to reform society to the point where everything I have learned would pretty much become useless (my almost communist philosophy). I have no will to take my teacher's seriously because I realize that the school system homogonizes them so that they act like they've never had an original thought in their brain (though I genuinely believe that some of them, like my english teacher, never actaully have). I don't give a crap about any of the other things I do, because, well, I don't do anything else. I have absolutely nothing to look forward to. If I do ever finish my homework there is no particularly enticing activity I can do afterwards, thus I never finish my homework. Perhaps my only recent interest has been a little bit of Candian politics, which have recently become extrenuously boring becuase of that damn sponsorship scandal. Also, after going to New York I realized that life was too structured, why bother working within a structure which can never work itself?
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