For the first time I will step outside the gaming world in my blog. 

There's this girl I've met, and now I can't think straight.  I'm just so crazy about her I cannot, well, think straight.  As you can see, my ability to write smoothly is also hindered from having her on my mind.  It's like being tired or hungry and not being able to sleep or eat.  It feels like we were meant for eachother, I've never felt this way about anyone before, and everything feels different.  I fear this opportunity will pass me by, so I'm trying much harder than I ever have before (which isn't saying much) to not miss my chance. 

It seems cruel that the odds are sometimes automatically against you just because of what your genes made you look like.  I consider myself "ugly" - saying that feels so liberating, because then I know I'm exaggerating a little bit, and that it's not that bad.  Nevertheless, I am not "viewtiful" and I know that makes things that much harder.  You just play the cards you are dealt I suppose.  Of course, in this campaign I am not running on looks, I am hopefully playing to my strengths, such as intelligence, beliefs, personality, and humour.

I find myself feeling like Lloyd in dumb and dumber, saying that worst of all, I'm sick and tired of having nobody.  Gosh, I never talk like this, what's happening to me?