So my guts have been getting torn out over this girl for about 7 months now. I've gone from cloud nine to suicidal over this girl, and the thought of not being with her messes my head up to this day.

Here's a nice thought though, before I knew her I had no idea that she was out there. Maybe there's some new girl around the corner that I just don't know about yet. Maybe next month I'm going to run into the girl of my dreams, who knows. I might end up being grateful that things didn't work out with this current girl, if the new one turns out to be so much better. Here's to hoping.