...for Krysten everyday. I can't even think straight without thinking about her. I haven't gone one day during  the whole month without thinking about her at least once. I'm thinking about getting her an Inuyasha DVD but I don't know if I could work up the courage to give it to her. I also find myself getting more and more protective around Krysten. I hate Kyle because he always pokes her and she always seems to have fun around him.

I get jealous when she talks to other guys but I didn't say anything because I don't want to suffocate her with jealousy but it's getting harder to obey my consience. Now everyone but Richard knows that I'm going out with her. I can't think about videogames anymore because I'm too busy thinking about her.

I'm working up money to buy the Family Guy DVD Volume 3 but I'm afraid if I do that I won't be able to afford something for Krysten. I love her so much it's unbearable....literally. One time, I thought I was depressed but then realised I wasn't depressed but love sick! I thought love sick was just a term or a matter of speaking but it's real!

I don't think she understands exactly how much I love her because she keeps saying stuff like "my life is pointless". I wana ask her out to the dance but I don't know if she'd wanna go to the dance. Love is more complicated then I thought...