Haha, saying that made me feel like an American Idol hopeful...anyway..so, I've been constantly on the PSU message boards as well as on my PS3 at the store seeing if I get the download for the beta..

Some say that no more invites will be sent...but it's all just so strange that it's supposedly finally live in U.S. and Canada but there have been no confirmations from big site names...like gamespot here, or ign, or 1up...well, 1up has a speculation only going by what they read on the PSU message boards, so they don't know for sure, and Sony still hasn't even confirmed.

Giving me reason to believe a few things:
1. Those that dl'ed the beta recently in U.S. and Canada were lucky because it was a mistake.
Mistake why?
2. Because it was found not just in one location, like featured or games, but also under the blu-ray trailers..:| ..yeah..
3. Even though, as with many betas, not all people are on at once, but a majority of them USUALLY are, but many of the testers have been saying that there have only been 100s on at the most...
3. More downloads will be sent because of the fact that people are still saying today that they have gotten it when it wasn't there yesterday..

Yes, I may sound/be very hopeful, but eh, what else can I do..I can hope..the only odds against me are the fact that I didn't sign up until about an hour after I had received the invite...who knows how many people signed up by then if the downloads are going out First-Come-First-Serve..

I'm also pretty down that I didn't get into this beta if they're done letting people in until summer, because it's going to be the only beta that I haven't gotten into that I've been invited to, that I've accepted...

I have nothing else to say.. I just hope most people are "playing" the beta to test, and not playing it to just play..