Yeah, as it says. I'm thinking of leaving. I'm sick of all of these god awful 13 year old retrarded a*s fanboys who don't know **** about taking sh*t even.

Yes those feelings are truely never wrong.  Despite all those worries and tensions: however, he felt that nothing to drastic could happen to him.  Well he was wrong this time.  His dad took his keys, his phone, and his pride all at gunpoint.  He then evicted him without a moments regret.  As Rusty walked away, he took one last glance at his house with a tear in his eye.  He then continued onwards. 

I met Rust over a month ago.  He was on his death bed waiting for the end of his days.  I talked to him alot over the course of the weeks.  He died of heart failure a little more than three weeks ago.  I found his story startling similar to my own, especially with the dad and all.  The two never talked after that night.  I think over the course of the decades Rusty had tried to let the event and his dad go and blow into the breezes of the past.  However I feel as though it had always haunted him, as my dad likes to haunt me.  He kept it bottled down and away to the last of his days, but I'm pretty sure he knew that it was still very much a part of him.  He died at the age of 49.  I just thought someone might like to have heard the story.

As for me, I turned 18 on May 16.  Not much is new.  Really, its exactly as Rusty in the beggining of part I.  That's another reason why I told the story-it's just so frighteningly similar to me.

After a long night of shopping for ciggarets and porn rusty grew weary.  He looked at his watch and decided to head back home to smoke said ciggarets and watch said porn.  However when he got home there would be little smoking and even less porn watching.  His dad had staid up all night waiting for Rusty to arrive.  When Rusty saw this, he knew he was in deep sh*t.  He didn't know why he would be, but he knew he was in for it.  He could feel it in his bones.  And those feelings were never wrong.

So, it was Rusty's birthday on the 16th of May.  He had just turned 18.  He had been quiet antisocial for the past few months and was thinking of rejoining the social fray.  But he decided that it could wait and that he needed more time to develope his own artistic abilities-that was the reason for his lack of presence.  His birthday, being so uneventful left him with a bad taste in his mouth of the lackluster celebration.  He didn't really care about the celebration as he was just happy that someone had remembered him.  However, that day everything that could have gone wrong did and needless to say he was frustrated.  Out of this frustration he went to go buy his cigarretes and pornography like a good 18 year old should.

...To be continued

Yeah, so Ive been listening to my anime soundtracks as of late and I've come to the conclusion that my favorite two are those of Cowboy Bebop and Samurai Champloo, and I don't think that many would argue.  However, if forced to pick one it would be a tough call to make.  After all, in the end it would come down to personal preference since the styles are so different.  So based on that I would choose Bebop out of love for jazz.  Champloo's music is really the only hip hop I like or can stand for that matter.  So what does anyone else think? 

Seriously, aside from Headbanger and myself, who all watches Trinity Blood? I gotta say, it's one my favorite and most influential animes I've ever watched. It also gave me two new characters to enjoy-Father Tres Iqus and Sister Esther Blanchette. Tres is cool because-well-he shoots things. Alot of things. Namely vampires. We all know the kind-shoot first, ask questions later, or in his case, never. And what can I say about Esther? She's a little more emotional than I'd like, but I can't think of too many female leads that'll pick up a shot gun and blow a vampire's head off. And the screen shot where she's pointing the gun at the general in the beggining of episode 3 was just kick ass. The main character, Father Abel Nightroad is a total wuss in Terran form with nothing but a six shot with silver bullets. However in Krusnik form, he's stunningly awesome-I dig the black wings and blood red scyth. Anywho, I've researched the story line-the characters and the story actually come from multiple novels.  It was then interprented as a manga and then an anime.  There are some pretty cool twists and turns and I can't wait to see them.

I'd shoot my dad square between the eyes of course (warning: extreme emo-ness coming-hide the kids).  He kicked me out of the house because I didn't take out the trash.  However, the reason I didn't take it out was because I was waiting to get his trash from his bathroom-which I neeed to do because he keeps his doors locked because he doesn't trust me in the first place.  So anywho he kicked me out and told me not to come back for a long while.  The reason he said was because he didn't want me using him as an excuse-which I don't think I was, but assf*ck doesn't think so of course because he's the type who always right especially when he's wrong.

Yeah, so schools started again, and it sucks.  I have the same douche bag teachers, except I have this annoying as hell SAT prep class that alternates between 2 teachers every week.  I had one of them last year so I know what's in store from him, and Strube, the i havent had seems hella chill.  But waking up so early really sucks.  Sharks wise, they are on somewhat of a drought-inquire to headbanger88 for details.  The Red Wings on the other hand have snapped a nasty losing streak thank god in a beautiful shootout victory.  Anime wise I've been in a big Trinity Blood attitude-I dig that nun chick Esther Blanchett (the way she looked in that scene when she killed the general was awesome). Music wise i've been listening to King Crimson-thanks to headbanger. Japanese class is still as hard as ever though.  That's about it for now.

Brock Sampson is the best. Been watchin Venture Brothers and don't get me wrong it's a funny show, but Brock is the star. The guy doesn't even need a gun-just F***in shreds things to pieces with his hands. Now the other characters are great to, but they lack the insane straight guy charm of Brock. Seriously, he's either killing things or F***Ing something.

When ever i'm with my pal Headbanger or texting him, he seems to cut himself. Why Mr. Dennies? Why? Is it that you're EMO!!!??? If you are then I'd hug you, but I'm straight. Seriously, kids wouldn't be EMO if they got a nice hug, but no one will hug them because they smell like hacked wrists. Just remember down the lane not across the street silly Emo Children. I wish Pronger was Emo, then he'd cut himself and bleed to death.  Ive decided to take back all of the mean things ive said about Mclaren, by the way.  Now that ive met him i can say he's a class act.  If none of this makes any sense to anyone, that's fine. Happiness is a warm gun.