Well... Ever since I started watching the live rec for E3 08, Ever since I've bought my xbox 360 and first fired up halo3, Ever since I've started making a list for Holyday purchases, Ever since I became free, I new the, O so loved by parents, school would come around again... Hard to believe it's 4 day's away.. Seems like yesterday only, We where dancing in the bus, full of joy, all ready to let go of the alarm clocks... Of the classes!

When I think of it, School will soon be cut off by winter! Winter.. My favorite season! The feeling I get walking around during the first real winter days! I love snow so much. I can't wait for boxing day already... Hopefully my brother and I will have a blast! :) Like we always do! We always bring a big balloon, We have so much fun throwing it in the middle of the line, but the best thing is probably when the other local game and electronic fans toss the ball right after you! Smiles on their face thanks to the joy you brought them.. It ain't easy keeping up whit times today.. We face economic problems... We need to have those extremely random moments of joy! We can't go by, like always, like if everything was all right! We can't forget the poor around us... We have to help, hopefully every child will enjoy a Christmas as charming and joyfull as mine! I don't really know why im talking about this, this was suppose to be a post about me being depressed because of school, but, it turns out I am depressed about the world around us. I couldn't go play my Xbox 360, my pc or my Wii right now, I feel so sick about us all, about myself especially! Sometimes, I just wish I wouldn't have all this, sometimes I wish some poor kid in the neightbor hood would have it all, so I could feel proud about myself, so I wouldn't have to wounder, why me?

Why do I deserve all this, why me?