Will someone try to explain to me the importance of actual relationships?  What makes them so different from really good friendships? (well other than the touchy-feely part).  what is it that makes females think that guys are great.  We are preverted, sex-driven, immature swine, and yet they look at us as if we are wonderful.  Is not the love of a friend worth everything in the world? Is knowing that someone cares about you less important than if someone likes you sexually?  Perhaps it is that the minds of the world have evolved into something else, and I have been left in the previous age.  But where did all the love go?  Perhaps no one understands the emptiness in my head, but that doesnt mean they dont care.  Sure, Aly and Andrew make me furious, but that doesnt mean I cant love her and understand.  Am I some kind of freak?  Some evil monster feeding off of the emotions of others?  Am I a plauge upon the earth?  I pray that I am not.  But if I am not... then why is it so hard to be me?