Well i suppose not all is well... but at least i am content once again.  Lucky for me, i am a master of speaking clearly and concisely.  my problems with my parents are fixed.  it took a lot... sure... but its working. 

and females even... im good with that.  i dont have one.  im not particularly looking, either.  but i have what i was looking for.  and im doing it the right way. 

everything is better.  im in love with life again.  perhaps im not as happy as i once was with certain girls on my arm, goals in mind, and other things i just cannot control.  but id like to think its going to be okay. 

and thats where i stand.  and i cannot believe i ever once felt so terrible.  i must remember what i have always lived by... what my union is truly about (even if it IS dying)....

"We are, all of us, angels with but one wing.  The only way for us to fly is to embrace each other."