This has been one of those life kicking you weeks. I am so done with it and ready to have the weekend. Not that it will really resolve any of my underlying issues but I need some time away from work and some time to unwind. I'm tired of thinking, I'm tired of not making any headway. I just need some time to relax and just take up space.

Depression sucks. I need to sit down with my new copy of Batman: Arkham City and smash some random bad guys faces in for no reason. Unless I can manage a winning Lotto ticket this weekend that's probably the best I can hope for. Why is it that no one bothers to tell you while growing up that being an adult sucks? We spend our youth just trying so hard to be grown up only to realise that when we get there it's all about responsibility and obligations. If only we knew we would never want to finish high school. Can I get a perpetual Senior year? I think I could pull a life time of that.

Sorry to anyone reading this for being such a Debbie Downer but I felt the need to vent for a second. Hopefully I can immerse myself into some fantasy life enough in the next couple days to beat back some of this funk. Fingers crossed.