I feel terrible .... 

It's been a while since I posted ...

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I got a 93 on my Song Theory Class, I could have sword that I got a worse grade. I wasnt happy either cause I could have done better.
I was even more shocked when I found out the grade for the Sound FOundations Class, it was sad, how could I have been so confident? I missed ALOT of questions. more than 25% of questions I missed! I got an 84. I dont feel bad because when I look at other people's grades, they have more worse grades than me. I guess this REALLY is a filter Class. ALot of people are starting to think that they should quit, that it just seems too hard. Before I use to say, NO! DONT QUIT! but look at where I ended up ... I eventually quit Game Design.... what right do I have to tell others to quit or not quit?
All I wanna worry about is me. I wanna be extreamly successful in Audio and Games. Games have always been a part of me, Audio was always the good side of me. I'm not saying it's a perfect match, but anything audio related in games will get me all hyped up. Not only that, I have been thinking how my audio degree will go into explaining how to be a perfect engineer, if I can be an engineer, fullly trained in the audio field ...I was actually thinking of designing midi boxes and mixers because they just seem so easy to make. And I would sell this equipment in the market, and the name ofr my company would be HAP Electronics ^_^;; A man can dream cant he? I can actually I guess thats a good thing considering how far I have to go in life. I should take one baby step at a time ... one baby step at a time ...

So I spent $200 today, Today was my day off so I bougth of fun little thing, I thought I deserve a treat after what I went through this week. It was like I was being chased by my worse fears, failing, getting left behind, forgetting the friends I had made, but I showed that fear a thing or 2, I showed that no matter how many times someone says that I will fail, I CAN prove them wrong! I can and I DID! I think I did great on the test, (I have to have confidence in myself man), I mean, a lot of questions were confusing, The test was multiple choice, and I used the process of elimination, and I pulled through.
So I really thought I deserve something for my hard work. I went and bought a copy of Xenogears, I bought a copy of Parasite Eve (the original version with the FFVIII demo in it!). I also found a copy of a game I never though I would never ever find again. It wasnt one of my favorite games or anything, it just has some of the most coolest songs I had ever heard. When I was little kid, I use to listen to this song ALL the god fosaken time. The name of the game was Ridge Racer Revolution! I LOVED that game! When I was a little kid, I got angry about ... something (I dont remember what) and I took the copy of this CD and shatered it. I dont remember why, but it was a stupid reason.
Now I got it back and I'm so damn happy, my childhood is back into my freakin ears! Aah how nice and pleasent *dreamy*
Here is the song.

http://ffmusic.net/05%20-%20Sound%20Tracks%20-%20namco%20-%20Drive%20U%202%20Dancing.m4a
I got soo many more songs here that I use to listen to XD.

Good times, I feel so good.

Here I go, this is a start of a very new and beautiful life, it's finally time for me to just this journal. There are gonna be games, there will be drama ... Ooh yea, tons oid drama, and maybe life's precious lessons, I will come out a wiser man in clearity, and share it.

-Haroon