So yesterday kind of sucked out loud. Nothing particularly bad (and definately not worth 4 bads like the title has) but just lots of little things that accumulated to make the day really crappy.

Firstly, I had to get up at 6am which is bad for me because I dont do mornings at all. I consider 10 or 11am early. The whole reason for getting up so early was I had an exam yesterday. A geography exam which I wasnt very confident about and if I fail it I dont get into 3rd year of university. So no pressure...

The exam wasnt great but not as bad as I was expecting it to be, although I did have a minor panic when I read the questions. There were 8 essay type questions and we had to do 3 and when I first read them I had no idea about any of them. Hence the minor panic. Once I calmed down a bit I realised that there was one I could definately do and 2 that I could mostly do but would have to BS my way through a little bit. So I dont think I totally tanked it but we'll see.

Thankfully yesterday was really sunny. If I had come out of that exam feeling a bit rubbish to find it was raining I think I would have been looking for a bridge to jump off. Lol not really, thats a bit drastic. So I was standing outide in the sun chatting to a bunch of people from the c!ass including the guy I happen to like, everyone in a pretty good mood because the exam was over when we all decided to go for a celebratory drink. All was good. Until my friend tells me that said guy was out on a date with this girl the other night. "This girl" is also my friend. Shes a new friend though and she doesnt know I like that guy so theres nothing bad about that part. So not in the greatest mood ever because this seems to happen to me alot and its irritating. Especially since I thought the guy perhaps maybe liked me too from some of the things hes said to me.

Anyway, the seven of us spent a couple of hours sitting in the students union just generally chatting away which should have been good because the guys that were there were hilarious so there was much laughter, and the guy I like was there too. However so was the girl. They werent sitting anywhere near each other so there wasnt a problem but the knowledge of their date was still there...

To cut a large chunk out the story, we all ended up sitting in the back garden of another girl from our geography c!ass having a BBQ. This time with the guy and the girl sitting beside each other chatting away and being all giggly. And they disappeared off to "the shop" together. They actually did because they came back with ice lollies but still...

As if I wasnt in a bad enough mood with that, sitting in the sun all afternoon gave me a really really sore head and after we left we went via the uni to pick up an assigment that had been marked and I didnt do so great.

See, nothing big or important just lots of little things. And the guy. So kind of gutted about that. Theres always some other girl whos better than me. It happens alot. You'd think Id be used to it by now...

Sorry about the really long boring blog. Had to vent a bit.

:)