I have been on a totally different schedule the past 2 weeks and it is wrecking me. I have been busy doing things with the inlaws, and it has been a lot of fun. I am spending money I dont have to do this which is a problem. I am not making as much money as I need to get through my bills, to make it worse. So I have been burning myself out trying to figure out what I am going to do. I have not talked to or seen the usual crowd I see on a weekly basis and I feel like I am missing something. Not missing people or anything but missing something I should be doing or forgetting something I need to do. I really need to just relax. It just hit me also that I have been in this situation before and I just need to pray and read the bible to get myself on track. Those that read this and think I live in a fairytale land, I understand I felt that way before. All I can say is everytime my life gets too out of control and burdens get to big for me to deal with, I give it all up to God and some how things work out perfectly. Just writing this has given me a unreal feeling of calmness.