I know things will be good, but right now I just got the monthly bill for my wife's health insurance. It will be $440 a month. Compared to mine it is a lot. Well I am going to go through a different provider. No big deal but right now we are living without money. I have a few side jobs to get through all of this but it is a downer to know you are on the edge of absolute moneyless. Like I said I will be fine and know this will work out. I have been working for a while to get where I am.