The war goes on as I fight my through the habit of playing my videogames. I haven't even touched a controller since my promise to everyone. My friend is saying that I'm crazy and should just give up right now. The GameSpot forums is the only thing that is keeping me going. I don't know guys, I have a feeling that when I get Halo 2 all this built up "Gaming Psi Energy" will make it all that exciting and enjoyable. I just want to try this out and see if I can actually pull myself away from the one thing that has kept me from suicide and running away from home (and everything else that would or is ruining my life). I finally know how much I take videogames for granted and on November 9th, I will once again be the happiest guy alive. 10 years of gaming and this is the first time I have ever thought of something like this. Halo 2 better not disappoint me or else I don't know what I'd do. I can't believe I'm doing this for one game. Just give me my support and I think I'll be just fine. Now I must ask this question to all my GS Journal readers:What is the most incredible thing you have done for your videogames?Thanks for reading.