Alrighty then soon the big day come, for the past 14 years I live in a very small village, now about 30 people live here (it was 70 when we came here), I work not far from it as a security guard in a factory, but plan to move out next month to the big city! (about 500,000 people).
And while its all calm and quiet here, I really need to get out, there are no girls here, nothing to do except gaming (thank god I have my computer). It's not like I didn't live some in other places, once I lived in Eilat, which is a tourist city, for 7 months, but it was as a waiter in a hotel, and they gave me accommodation, so it's not completely independent, after that I lived 6 months in LA, but it was with my family there and again, not in my own place and my own master sort of speak.
This time its the moment that every person reaches in his life, when he really move out into the world.
I think its important to "move out of your mother's basement" (I don't live in the basement, we don't have one) in order to keep developing as a human, and to regain some of my mental health that left without me, well, imagine living in a monastery in the mountains for many years having connection with people and friends only once a while, many periods of complete physical solitude, it's not easy, but it's what I lived through.
The reason I didn't move out earlier is that I guess I have a very serious problem of chronic procrastination that got more and more sever over the years, I guess the fact that almost nothing changed around me, made me feel that there is always time, but it might be something different, who knows...
My friend that lived here until he was 17 finished school one year earlier just so he can move our quicker, I didn't have the same willpower.
But no more! time to meet new people, see new places, having parties, and in general catch up with life and society that I only saw through the internet, or brief periods of time when I went to my friends. It's not that I live in the jungle and don't know what modern life is, I have a good computer, a car and all of the modern stuff, but almost no interaction with people. That is one important thing, because I really became sociopathic and quite depressed in the long years I lived here.
Just few more weeks, then I'll have enough money for a month or two until I find a new job in the city.