is blowing in the wind. I like this song. It really makes you think. How many times can a man turn his head and pretend he just doesn't see? The answer my friend is blowin in the wind. The answer is blowin in the wind. That's the question, isn't it? How many times can you turn the other cheek? How many times can we turn our backs and pretend things aren't going on or that things just plain refuse to go our way before we say enough is enough? Think about it. What is your limit? When will you do something about the bad things in your life or try to change?

I was thinking tonight about alot of things. Why do some people call me their friend when you take into consideration how they act arround me? Do they call me when they are heading out to have fun? No. Do they invite me when thye leave and htey know I am there? No. I generally have to invite myself. Then they pick on me in specific because I have a best friend that I talk to alot? What the hell is that all about?> Can't I just talk to a guy that I love like a brother without being called gay or whatever? It's stupid. Sometimes I wonder if they want me arround or if they just put up with me because I am there. On one hand, they call me a friend. On the other hand, they sometimes act as if they don't want me there. I don't **** get that

Anyway, a bit of an update on my life. I got a job working at Sbaros Pizza in the mall. My first day is tomarrow. I hafve to be at the mall at 9 o clock. I know I am just going to sit there at a computer and answer **** questions for 5 hours (and, knowing how slow of a reader I am despite the fact that I like to read, it will take me even longer than that), read a bunch of stuff and answer a bunch of questions as part of my training for the job, but I am looking forward to it anyway. I am finally going to be earning money again. It will be nice not to have to beg money off of people just so I can stay on my 2 feet, and it will be nice because people will stop calling me a **** bum because of my being inbetween jobs, which I think is BS. Anyway, I really need to start saving money. The Simpsons movie comes out on the 27th. If you kknow anything about me, you know that this is an absolute must for me. I also have a concert coming up on August 2nd.

You may or may not know that 7-11 turned 12 of their stores into Kwik-E-Marts to promote the Simpsons movie. One of the 12 stores happens to be close to me, in Dallas. I have visited it twice now, and I have 2 Squishee cups and 2 Buzz Cola cans to show for it. On Thursday, they should be getting Radioactive Man comics. I really want one of those. That would be so cool to have. They also have Krusty O's. I want that as well. Krusty is the coolest clown ever. "Don't blame me. IT was the percidan. If you ask me, that stuff rots your brain. Now a word from our new sponsor.....PERCIDAN?! uuuggghhh" ROFL. I love that show. Anyway, the Kwik E Mart was extremely cool. Loads of Simpsons characters all over the place andSimpsons products that you can buy.

I am going to be moving to Ohio in September or October. I am not sure which yet. I am really looking forward to it, because I need a fresh start. Eric lives up there, and him and I are going to be room mates and try to rent a house. It is exactly what I need in my life. A fresh start. Eric tells me that Akron U is a great school. I am sure to look into it once I get up there. Hopefully, they offer classes that will get me closer to being a game developer. As I have said in past posts, that is what I decided that I want to do with my life. I think it is a great market to be in, and I think it will be alot of fun to do. I hope to create truely unique and never done before games. Stuff that people have never thought of. Stuff that real gamers. Hardcore gamers will enjoy. I am looking foreward to this. I see it as my luck finally changing. This is the big thing I need to save money for. Moving up there will not be cheap.

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man?
Yes, 'n' how many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand?
Yes, 'n' how many times must the cannon balls fly
Before they're forever banned?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
Yes, 'n' how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry?
Yes, 'n' how many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many years can a mountain exist
Before it's washed to the sea?
Yes, 'n' how many years can some people exist
Before they're allowed to be free?
Yes, 'n' how many times can a man turn his head,
Pretending he just doesn't see?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.