i ll never forget this day,coz today i met my girlfriend for the last time i guess :cry:, but its ok with me now coz it was a good end. here is what happened. we used to be in love when we were in college and both trusted each other blindly , but some bad things happened with us that seperated us :( and there were some missunderstandings created between us . and i went into a very deep depression in my life for more than 3 years :(, at one point i felt like everything was over for me , but this gaming world saved my life :D, it all started with half-life and max payne that got me back into the gaming world and its the truth that gaming got me out of a very very big depression . and here is a living proof of myself that gaming can save lifes .
When i was in a depression, i always wished god that just bring back my girlfriend to me ,even for a day or for a moment , so that i can tell her how much i really love her , miss her and care for her. and last december my girlfriend came back to me and i was on top of the world. and thanked god for it . she came back to me coz she also loved me a lot and wanted to clear the missunderstandings beteween us .and now god gaved me a month to spend with her and i am happy about that . and now the sad part :(, she has to leave me forever :cry: coz she has got a career to make as she is about to fulfill her dream of becoming a doctor and is leaving town as she is going for further medical studies, i am happy for her that she s finally getting her dreams come true . we both wanted to marry each other, but since she is becoming a doctor ,she ll marry a doctor only as she said that she s got a boy friend who s also a doctor and they ll be marrying in the future :(.
The reason she came back to me is coz she doesnt wants to loose me, coz together we had spent the most beautifull days of our lives :D, and we ll be friends forever :D, i still like her and wanted to marry her but i cannot force her to get back with me and marry me as i dont wanna spoil her career and now its been more than 5 years that we broke up and now back together as friends , well i can still propose her and i know she would say yes, sure she has a boyfriend , but she cant say no to me coz we both know and understand each other very well and we have never said NO to each other , just destiny and time betrayed us , but its just our love for each other that has got us back together . and its me who doesnt want her to spoil her career ,and i cant be selfish and together there is no future for us :(. so i just hope that she ll be happy for ever in her life :D with his boy friend ,which i am sure is a gr8 person that ll take care of her more than me :D and i wish her all the best for her career :D
And about me , i am a very emotional guy and i ll miss her 4 ever :(, but i am happy the fact i got her back even for a month and i ve got good friend like u guys at gamespot, my parents and a couple of more girlfriends :wink:that are with me right now :P and will keep me happy , plus my gaming world that is always with me and offcourse GAMEPOT too :wink:. so thanks for reading my blog guys. i am not that sad now as everything ended on a good note and we ll be friends forever and be in touch with each other :D for the rest of our lives and we both have promised each other that we ll be together and marry each other in our next lives :D :D