Okay so like the title says, i think no one really notice i was gone.:( But hey wat can i do? I can't make them miss me, so yeh people no worries.:) I don't really think that everyone notices wat goes on in here, but at least some people did notice. I am very thankful for those small handfull of people. If u didn't notice i was gone its okay, im not angry. Just wanted to let some of these people know that I'm back and I hope i'll actually get time to post and stuff, cause hell knows i couldn't before. So peeps yeh im  back and i will resume my previous jobs. !!!

In the words of Inuyasha:

"Just saying Hi, What more do you want?":D

Anyway its like 10:00 pm here. I am very homesick:cry: and i miss all of my friends too much. I felt like i was going to be tortured since i don't know the culture that much. :(

BUT anyway.........im here sitting my behind in a hotel in room 215, drinking some lemonade8):D. There is some weird concert going outside, that i don't want to see cause its in a diffrent language, and i felt like going on gamespot and telling my experience in  a foreign country.

So yeh peeps, im allright and i just wanted u guys 2 know that im alright and im pretty  much badly scared and bruised, jk lol, no seriously i cut my self a couple of times from playing soccer, turkish style:?. They kick and foul u 2 much and they pretty much al ganged up on me cause  i was the only american girl, besides my friend, that actually knew how to controll the ball. :cry:Later some turkish dude came up to me told me if i  was ok. I said yeh and he asked wats my name i answered Vanessa and he said nice to meet u. I said ditto and before we knew it  we were having a conversation. HIs english was BADD but i still understood it!!!!

But other than that IM GOOD and  i hope to be back on gamespot more often. All i know is that im coming back either the 3rd or 4th of July, I don't remeber i forgot:P, but i will  come back.

( Quick shout outs) I like to say hi to all my friends: Stephanime, Linkfanatic,Dantefanatic,Cubeman,Residentevil999, and f*** it everyone.......HI !!!!!!!!!!:lol: See ya!!! Gulle Gulle ( that means bye in turkish)8)

Well as i posted in my previous blog, im leaving for Turkey on Friday, which is 2omorrow. Anyway i'll be gone for 10 days and I hope that nutting bad happens while im gone. Yesturday marked the end of school and the beggining of SUMMER!!!!!!!:D Anyway I hope good things happen while I'm gone and I'll Post pictures, hopefully, so u guys can see. So yeh there ya go peeps. C ya in 10 days.:cry:

well here we go. Anybody want the bad news first....then read this first paragraph last!!!!!!:D Anyway the good news is that school is almost over and im going to europe to spend part of my summmer vacation. Many people say im really gonna need this after all the things that happened in my life.:) Another part of the good news is that i found my friend from 4th grade, who i havent had contact wit for 4 years, and now im hanging out wit him.:o Wooh-hoo!:lol: 

He's cool and im happy. It was a cool reunion.:cry: It kind of mad me cry since i havent seen him for so long. Anyway we spended much of that day together to catch up on old times.8) Soon he says he'll have a gs account so we can keep in touch.:P He left back yesterday, but i have his number and e-mail adress.:D Yeah old friends, good times...

Heres the bad news. I have been doing some thinking and I decided to get off of gs for a while. I have to get my mind straight and i need it to do it on my own time. So i have decided to leave and spend some time on my own. I have really gained much stress...so says my doctor. Anyway thats all for now i will add more later..

Now this is wat i have to add. So yeah peeps thats the bad news. Im going to stop coming to gs for a while, but just to straighten things out in my mind. No worries, okay guys?:( Im fine so yeah im going but i'll come just before i leave on my trip. So see ya peeps!!!!! ^_^8):D:D

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So it was prom night last night 8) It was fun and funny. It was really cool. Although I am not much of a dancer:)....I tried but i mostly ended up snapping my fingers.:P HEHE, well i at least had fun. Oh and the food was good too.!!!!!

Yea it was kind of boring at first but as soon as night approached,well lets just say that it all got crazy. Mad people got dancing and all u can see were the happy faces of 8th graders just laughing and having a good time!!!!!!:lol:

Well i heard there was a bet between two of my friends. THE best was that one of my friends, Samuel, wasn't going to get one girl to dance.:wink: So as the night went on i saw Sam trying to get girls to dance. And well i lost count ont the 5th girl. I guess he one the bet. He says he got 7 girls to dance wit him:o

Sam calls me later on the night saying how prom was crazy and then we had to hang up!!!! But other than that the night felt good and it was a good thing i went. I was almost going to miss out on all of this!!!!!:cry:  I can't beleive it I was this close on not going but anyway i went!!Well.......see ya peeps!!!!!

Today i guess was one of the good dyas of this week. Yes people this has been HELL WEEK for me. :twisted:

First i just finished making my science project and i went to go buy some batteries and the most unthinkable happened. I walked into the beer store with me friend, no people i don't drink my parents just having a party :lol:, anyways i saw some guys there and they were looking at my friend as if they were gonna take her.

So i told one of the guys that she was taken, and she was by me uncle, he said i don't care cause taken or not she looks good. See guys like that piss me off all the time. Anyway i told him that she was taken and that if wanted to take her  then he better change the way he looked 'cause he wouldn't get anyone like that.

I think he got mad and starting walking towards me. I started laughing cause it seemed so funny that he wanted to do something to me. So i just stood there ready to fight if i had too. I mean the guys was at leats somewhere in his 20's. Again i laughed, but it seemed something happend and he just left.

Yup thats it he just left. Surprise? I was.!!!!!!:lol: Any way i bought the battery next door that i needed and went home. I was in another jam cause i didn't know what to do next. Me father came and helped me finish. So now im just sitting here writing my blog.

Oh S***, i forgot bout me Language HW too. Dang i gotta finish it . :cry: K peeps thats all for today!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well today for me sucked. My life sucks. I got an 81 on a math test i didn't even study on ( which was lucky) :o, i got in trouble by my parents, I forget to do things a lot, and the worst day is coming up.:evil: Oh god days like this get me so mad:twisted:. I don't know wat to do. My aunt says im too stressed out :cry:and i need to relax. But how can i if i have people making me angry everyday. The good this is that my friend, Stephanime, is in love and I fell ver happy for her and Bill. :D Well its really not that bad but still i had better days. Don't know wat to do to relax!!!:x Life stinks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:cry::!:

Well, peeps today is my b-day!!!(applause) anyway today i turn 14 and i'm very happy. come and post away!!!!!!!!

special thanks to all my friends.:lol:

Well, friends its that time of year when i get older. My birthday is in 5 days and  i want you to do me someting special.!!!!!!!!!

( i'm kidding!) well let the coundown begin!  (its the 30th for all you not-so-smart-people!)

well its been a while since i posted so i might as well just post what ever. well first i like to thank all my friends and many other people. no i'm not going anywhere, its just that i like to thank people. is it to much? well, i make this short, sweet and to the point.!

Thanks!

( i was really bored tonight, so i just posted this for no reason. ^_^)