"I feel like a hostage to the decisions I have made" is on one of the postcards on postsecret.com. A friend of mine sent me one of the books recently and I have been mildly obsessed ever since. The idea is intriguing and this one definitely struck a cord. I am in the middle of writing/procrastinating a paper. It is the last paper of my second class of my online MBA program. I already know the program isn't for me, but it is just one of those things I am supposed to do...expected to do. I bailed on law school after college to travel and now it is time to grow up. So instead of writing my paper or going into work to tackle the ever growing pile on my desk, I am writing this and waiting around for the Florida/Oregon game. The best use of time? Absolutely not. And, surprisingly, I am ok with that. What does that say about me?